=>--- 窝!我!窝! ---<=

D - Day !

2011-12-01T09:39:00.001+08:00

I purposely set an alarm at 9am, & I woke up in shock, thinking about my results....
OMG, so nervous lor. I quickly check my hotmail, then facebook, and there was already status update on their results!
I immediately went to check.... loading was not slow....
I scroll down the page, Whew! I successfully advance to the next semester, YAY!

Thanks to everyone & everything that helped me !!!!!
:D

D - Day Tomorrow !!!!

2011-11-30T21:38:00.001+08:00

I really really really want the results to advance to the next semester successfully!
Please, pretty please, must be good news tomorrow!
I am so nervous now, because I don't know if the results will be out in the morning or later in the afternoon....

Hope good results.
Will good results.
Must good results.

>.< !!!

2 movies in a day!

2011-11-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

First is morning movie: 那些年，我们一起追的女孩。
Super duper nice 的 !!!!
It is not really of a romantic story, but more of the precious times you have with friends.
Remembering those were the times we go to school together, fool around together and for the movie; fall in love with the same girl.
Maybe those precious times is the term "青春", where you experience true friendship, true love and many many tests & exams :)
I personally feel that 九把刀very good at expressing things, one that I remember the most is something like, at 17, it is a time where many males are less mature than females in thinking. Of course, other writers are equally impressive, just that he manage to bring it up as a movie film. And I agree with him to a certain point, to me, females being more mature in thinking than males last for a range of time, isn't that why females tend to look for males older than themselves?
It is also so 经典 that when the 沈佳宜 & 柯景腾 quarreled over the KO fight that the latter did. That totally expresses out the difference between males' & females' thinking.

沈佳宜 shouts: “笨蛋！”
“是啦，我就是笨蛋！” 柯景腾 replies while walking away
沈佳宜 shouts again: “大笨蛋！”
“大笨蛋才会追你这么久！” 柯景腾 continues walking away
“你什么都不懂。。。”
“对啦，我什么都不懂！”

They actually love each other, but somehow there is still something in between them, the something that each is afraid of losing upon being together... In this case, 柯景腾 is afraid of rejection from 沈佳宜, while 沈佳宜 is afraid of losing their feelings present in the ‘暧昧’period. Regrets nevertheless exist, but it will remain a forever wonderful memory of them!

Truthfully, I kinda of envy them, in Taiwan, due to different cultures, they experience many different things that I might not be able to experience even if I re-live 17 again. Then again, I might be just me, watching such a wonderful movie does not relate to me directly. Maybe that's why I'm impressed by writers' abilities in bringing out a story from daily life.

Afternoon movie: The adventures of TinTin: The secret of the unicorn
Nice movie too, graphics were nice, story plot was fun and unrealistic in a good way, that's what I think is required of it. It's a movie you can relax or should I say go with the adventures without too much 'burden'?
TinTin was one name that stayed in one part of my memory, going through it on the 'big screen' was a great experience. However, I have to agree with my friend that if there is a sequel to it, it might not be as enjoyable as this one, b'cos it will be kind of repeating with TinTin going through adventures, unless there is other main attraction for the next one.

Overall, I am HAPPY with the 2 movies! And I am broke, HAHAHA! Cannot go out again until I have to go to school for YEN...oh great... and my ma kept asking me to find job....hiax hiax....

signing off with good grades from exams!

I lost my job...

2011-11-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

er, ya, I kinda lost it, partially or maybe totally b'cos I took 1 month break for my exams.
ya, 'saded', now I really got to do well for my exams!!! all my hopes on it, the 4 modules!!!

I kinda of predicted I might lost it though, I thought since my pay is $6 per hr, should be easy to find another. But the point now is I don't feel like working! But I need $$$$$ ! ( to pay for phone bills, eat and transport fees )
:(

But to be honest, I actually thought that I should stop working for next semester, the same point arises again, I need $$$$$ ! ( and can I really concentrate on my studies this way? )

Please, I really have to do well for this exam, I cannot afford to not do well, although I know I'm lazy but I still want to do well, I really need to, I cannot waste any more money!

Also, I'm dejected now b'cos the handmade present I was suppose to give out was not accepted totally ( even before seeing the item itself ). And when my ma saw me doing sewing again, she said, "Why are you doing these useless things for?"
Kinda true, I spend time doing it, also no money come in, and also not very nice, so why do?
It seems that I'm pretty useless right, so now I really really really wish that my exam results will come out well. I totally want to graduate with a uni cert!

Maybe I should go for an additional course to get a cert? Then again, money is the issue! Do I have to work for money, yes definitely! Do I want to work now, I don't even know!!!

Actually, other then losing my job, I'm also lost now, should I really find a job and quit staying at home to watch show do handicrafts?

New craft after the EXAMS

2011-11-07T14:52:00.002+08:00

Although I'm still worried for the results, but at times, I still feel like doing crafts. And this time round, it's a must complete one b'cos it's a present!

It's a bag tag if it's not obvious, handmade of course. (that's why not really presentable I think?)

Still hope for the BEST-EST BEST results for my EXAMS!!!!

Really MUST have PASS & ABOVE !!!

2011-11-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

pretty pretty please, I must have pass & above for all 4 modules!!!

my assignment results all quite ok le, and my buyer behavior please pass, b'cos my buyer behavior group assignment got D already!!!! ( I really only need the exams to score well & above!!!)

拜托！拜托！拜托！

please pass & above, must pass & above!!!!

What I've been trying to do (3)

2011-07-25T22:54:00.002+08:00

Wishlist!

2011-06-16T00:25:00.012+08:00

To Buy:

1) Converse Shoes | $50-$70 BOUGHT!

2a) DSLR | SX130;$399 | SX30;$749 | G12;$849 | EOS1100D;$899 | D3000;$888 |D3100;$949 | D5000;$1099 | D5100;$1199

3) Polarid Instant Camera | $119-$239

http://findmydotcom.com/category/fujifilm-instax-cameras/

4) Pretty Luggage Box/Bag (Big)

To Go:

1) Bangkok

2) Taiwan

3) Japan

*updated 25 July 2011 :)

What I've been trying to do (2)

2011-06-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

Pretty pretty luggage type bags

2011-06-08T01:44:00.006+08:00

LOVELY hair colors

2011-06-06T23:15:00.004+08:00

Thinking of getting a wig due to these LOVELY hair colors :p

Because my hair not in good condition to dye... and/thus I don't want to dye ...

In photos: Secret's Hyosung

What I've been trying to do (1)

2011-06-05T21:25:00.004+08:00

EXAM!!!

2010-10-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

exam is really juz ard the corner... TMR!!!!
gotta need lots of luck!!!
ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!
HWAITING!!!

Cable Winder!!!

2010-09-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

... i just realise the accessory to coil earphone wires is called cable winder...
such a shocking truth to myself :O
putting that aside, there are really some cute ones around :)

Jeweled Heart Shaped Cable Winder with Clip

Turtle Cable Winder

Cloudie Cable Winder :)

wahhh... so NICE... feel like getting all sia !!!

Pre-B'DAY

2010-09-15T23:52:00.002+08:00

wahh...
alot of things i want, some very hard to get... some might be hiding in the corner of my heart....
i just hope that i will get all the things i like XD

Pei Yu,
Hoping :)

i just love the styleness~

2010-09-15T23:24:00.003+08:00

it is so nice to have the one-piece suit they are wearing... the grey one on extreme right (on Yun-ho) and the blue one that they wear on RUNNING MAN ( a korean variety show: super tiring one :P )
it will be super nice to have one!!!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
oh, but i will prefer a army green one or just the grey one... awww, so nice!

back to my blogger XD

2010-08-28T18:04:00.005+08:00

this time, new laptop, no problems :D
entered SIM, everyday life is school, work and lesser time to go out and slack
but it is my own choice though, so my grumblings are just for releasiing my pressure!

still, i think i still slacked...
because, i've look at new songs, MVs and even watched WGM(We Got Married) & RM(Running Man) :P

for now, i am doing business computing assignment, had some obstacles-(Microsoft Web Expression) & distractions-(RM)
and i still have my business statistics test to study

i believe i can do it de!

oh! and suprisingly or not, i like BIG BANG again, this time with C.N Blue and there is just a few songs i really like...

Son Dam Bi - Queen & Saturday Night

Seo In Guk - My Baby U

and last but not least,
C.N Blue - Love

YAY!!!!

HWAITING!!!
to all who will work hard, had work hard or working hard!!!

Internet is throwing tempers

2010-04-07T23:39:00.002+08:00

so very angry...

no matter IE, Google Chrome or Mozilla Firefox...

each page they load, they seem to take forever; except for some

for example youtube can't load like usual, the screen will remain black till the video is fully loaded; then will the video suddenly play!

i really can't understand, one day it just happen~

and before that, i was also terribly affected by the fact i can't log in into MSN messenger, and when i tried to repair it, all was fine, but i still cannot log in MSN messenger!

it took me awhile to forget about this matter and concentrate on SKYPE...

...but now that the websites loading is giving me problems, i was reminded of the MSN messenger problem

thus, i am getting more and more angry, till the point where i feel like reformatting the whole laptop!

partially also because i have uninstall & install back MSN messenger, IE but the problem still persists

and now i wonder, if i reformat my laptop, will the problem be solve? because reformatting it take lots of time, and re-installing all the programs on my laptop takes even more time & effort!

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY ! ! !

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY ! ! ! ! !

2010-02-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

new mv from Lin Yi Cheng (林依晨) ft Suju: Lee Dong Hae (李东海) & Choi Si Won (崔始源)

the storyline is not bad, i especially like the part starting when DongHae talk to SiWon on his feelings about YiCheng...
"没想到我会遇见她, 虽然太有个性, 又不温柔, 但是她带给了我一份爱. (SiWon started thinking...) 我打算, 永远留在她身边. (SiWon must envy that DongHae was able to do & say that sentence, awww~)"

"恭喜你..." that's also when SiWon decided~ :'(
(sobsob)
and i can see tons of emotions going through SiWon~
awww~

oh ya, not forgettting the part when DongHae asked SiWon...
"不是说, 来台北是要找回过去失去的爱吗? 怎么就离开了... (and SiWon replies...) 嗯, 找到了. (and yet changes his answer) 不, 是再也找不到了."
(at this whole part, i really wonder in the mv, does YiCheng understands Korean?)

but i don't quite get one part
"每一次相遇, 都是一种幸福. 不管在何时何地, 遇见过什么人, 结果如何, 都是一种幸福."

Lyrics:

[ti:萤火虫]
[ar:林依晨]
[al:幸福遇见]
[by:活在当下]
林依晨-萤火虫

作词:林明阳作曲:木兰号 ake 陈韦伶

你顺着我手心的线牵着感情的意念
你和我笑得很甜两颗心风风雨雨
过着几年说再见像昨天
像萤火虫点亮了思念

在每天就明天我们牵手写纪念

留夏天还有秋天幸福的瞬间

有时间有留恋笑容化妆我的脸

爱会像萤火虫改变快乐灯火的弧线

在我们心中那条线连着疼惜的意念
我比你笑得更甜两颗心忙忙碌碌
过着几年听着你告诉我
快乐以后还会有永远

在每天就明天我们微笑写纪念
让夏天还有秋天记住这几年
有时间有留恋喜欢看着你的脸
我会像萤火虫陪你一起走过地平线

another song at the more happy part of the mv is a new song from the same album of Lin Yi Cheng too: Come To Me

2009-11-04T00:42:00.004+08:00

<哭過就好了> 吗?

不喜歡懷疑什麼並不表示我

沒有感受看你微妙的變化

慢慢不同我不是生氣

只是心痛最討厭被誤會了但越解釋越

覺得難過你可以說人會變

但不能說你會這麼做

是我的錯哭過就好了傷都會好的這樣相信所以深呼吸

著割捨愛是為了擁抱

為了牽手不是為了爭吵

為了調頭

哭過就好了痛都會走的

記憶有限所以它會淘汱壞的

越多美好堆疊的過往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷

要找勇氣卻不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某個地方

*我从来都不说不, 不是因为我愿意, 是因为我爱你

*我从来都不生气, 不是因为我没有脾气, 是因为我爱你

*我从来都不哭, 不是因为我没有眼泪, 是因为我爱你

2009-10-30T23:45:00.001+08:00

Life is just like dandelions.
When the wind comes, they leave, but they won’t disappear.
They are just going to a new place to start a new life…

Make a wish while blowing the dandelions~

2009-10-21T01:51:00.002+08:00

here again,
juz celebrated a belated birthday for a colleague, a bit of spoiler here & there...
but lucky she still enjoyed it...
blah blah blah...
anyway, found a new show somehow b'cos of my kor...
here is the brief details:
hehe, :P

Ren Guang Xi, a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng, the new bento seller at his school canteen. Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love. Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child. Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at? 　　

有些人的人生，是直达车　　

有些人却是慢车，中间总要经过许多站，经历许多人　　

有人总是下错站，坐过头，不是错失了窗外风景，就是错过了身旁的人　　

没有人知道，能陪自己坐到终点站的人，究竟会是谁. 　　

相爱的人，真的就能一路到达人生的终点站吗？　　

慕橙　　一个不知道自己会在哪一站下车，也不敢任意在车上睡着的女孩　　

光晞　　却是一个只能坐上由司机专车接送到目的地，无法决定自己人生方向的人　　

这是一个　　关于他们的故事～ 　　

安以轩饰梁慕橙　　
傅佩慈饰小梁慕橙　　
吴建豪饰任光晞　　
许玮甯饰何以茜　　
吴慷仁饰花拓也　　
小小彬饰小乐
郑有杰饰许方国

YAY! :P
signing off LOR

20th BIRTHDAY!

2009-10-09T01:47:00.002+08:00

Just a hour plus ago, it was still my birthday...
well~ i've eaten 4 types of cakes, namely:
-chocolate mousse
-oreo
-mango
-mixed fruits

celebrated once at K-BOX, after work on 7th Oct, then sing till around 3pm
...and it is my first time to sing at a KTV (damn san ba right?)
anyway, i enjoyed it very much & the gifts are so nice & practical...
...thanks to "you know who you are" (hahahahahahaahah)

next, after that, wan ting came to fetch me with jd driving...
...and i had the 2nd cake at her house after we arrive...
...then we chatted & sleep~
wake up then went out in the afternoon to celebrate till night with another cake :p

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!~~~~~~~~~~~~~
and i reach home around 11 plus, that was when my parents both slept & my brother told me there's a cake and celebrate just the 2 of us...
...halfway through my mother woke up, and went back to sleep
(a bit like regret never reach home earlier, because my mother even bought a cake from bengawan solo, not so cheap compared to before bah... a bit sad also)
aww~ family so sweet~

THANKS EVERYONE!
LOVE ALL THE CELEBRATIONS & PREZZIES!!!!
:D

命中注定我爱你... 的故事~

2009-09-02T01:26:00.001+08:00

唯一: 茶托需要茶杯, 茶杯需要杯瓂, 这三样东西本来就应该要放在一起, 唯一只有, 这三样东西, 並不适合彼此

*当过去的一切确定查封, 他们能够打开的只有将来…*

*他们分别在第一个春天里, 共同学习着没有过去的新生活…*

*她(陈欣怡) , 努力让自己接触更大的世界…*

*第一个春天以后, 他(DYLAN) 陪伴她(陈欣怡) , 找到了新的自己…*

*而他(纪存希)陪着她(ANNA) 找到了新的舞台…*

*而她(陈欣怡) 有了新的名字叫 ELAINE…*

*到了第二个春天, 她(陈欣怡) 学会用工作忘记回忆跟过去…*

*而他(纪存希) , 却在工作中跟回忆和过去拉扯…*

*过了第三个春天后, 他(DYLAN) 的眼神因为她(陈欣怡) 而变得温柔…*

*而他(纪存希) , 也因为过去的她(陈欣怡) , 变得成熟体贴…*

*他们都变了…*

*她(陈欣怡) 的命运转盘, 转到了第二年…*

*上海的春天再度悄悄的来临…*

*而查封的记忆, 也将不知不觉的被开起了…*

纪念品: 应该让你乘着飞机展翅飞上云端, 然而, 过多的思念, 让我选择纪念!

how do you know you are biased?

2009-07-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

being biased...
is it when you don't know the person well enough or you know the person too well?

~end~

:P

don't know how to continue~

2009-06-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

a new post again....

now, still...
i am into KOREAN entertainment, songs etc...
but however not so focus on BIG BANG though, cos they have not much news either...
...now still catching on WE GOT MARRIED & FAMILY OUTING...
...both are very nice variety shows...
then every now and then, i get to know some korean songs too...

so before i did say that i can never be a fan rite?
now i dunno if BIG BANG will still interest me? (HAHA, jk jk)
Hope they have some news that i will come across so i know more even if i dun search on them on purpose...

oh...but FAMILY OUTING got Daesung so ermmm... then i will hope for other BIG BANG members to join Daesung on the upcoming episodes :D

anw, came across the MV of SS501, Ur Man... (it was at the end of one of the WGM episodes :P )

i like the rhythm & the dance part where they are 'tapping' their shoulders...

and the grp is not the full one, it's triple S cos at tt time, the other 2 members, jungmin & hyun joong are busy...

2009-05-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

我的未来不是梦...
...is so trueeeeeeee....

cos if it is a dream, i will be so relax, can imagine this, imagine that blah blah blah...
i really see no future in what I shld take for degree & what kind of job I will have later on in life...

what's my target, really?

I can safely say I still don't know...
...when I was young, I wanted to be a teacher, juz like my teacher then....
...but now, it's a NO NO... I tink

for now, I can say I like designing, entrepreneurship etc...
...but like is really one thing, being able to excel in it takes a lot of effort & support from family & friends...

AND also my passion in it & trust in myself...
... till now, I can say I have no self confidence in excelling in design nor any other thing...
...so, what good am I?

it is often said that everyone have their talents in them, and will excel in their own way...
but, what is mine?

like 行行出状元 too ...

what am I especially good at?

oh, I almost forget, I am also interested in learning chinese character studies... like how each chinese character come about, from pictorials-like to word-like...

so now, I have 3 routes... that I tink I will like to try:
- design
- business
- chinese studies related

and for each of the above category, they can be further elaborated, like what kind of business, what kind of design etc ......

all in all, I really don't have the confidence in doing well in either of them...

what's my problem?

what's my talent?

WHAT WHAT WHAT

DUNO DUNO DUNO

(fighting=jiayou)

2009-05-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

making BIG BANG my motivator? maybe?

...but...

that is also because being celebrities requires much more courage than anybody else...
...they also have 2 be prepared to not have a private & quiet life...
...and the things that motivate them is their urge to become a singer, artiste etc...

AND they must not be shy 80% bah...
...otherwise, how to survive being on shows & being known by people walking on the streets...
(that was also one of the reasons why BIG BANG only got 5 members... it is said that the one dropped out is too shy etc...)

SEE...
... ... ... ... ...

...in life, there are many roads to take...
for one, the most important is to take the right one, the CORRECT road...

but for another, who will know if they took the right or wrong road?

so so so

it depends on how one look at things !!!

for example, why are there fans & celebrities?
imagine there is only one of those in the whole world?!

it is because the fans & celebrities people think differently, one want to be in the limelight & attention of everyone, while the other wants to help make the one in the limelight shine better...

or maybe because in life, not everyone can do what they want, so they just silently retreat to the not so bright side??? (not solely because of the help i mentioned above...)

all in all, i think that all will land in some place where each person can give all they can...
...to do their best on some thing

aish...
blur liao...
confused liao...
headache liao...

whatever lar...

JUST...

FIGHTING !!!

*everyone?

:P

:D

:)

2009-04-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

Aish!
found a job, gt 2 do with fengshui wan, retail wan lor...
...not sure whether i can cope with it at all...
actuali quite stress lar, have to learn & memorize a lot of things... ermmm,
and hav to serve customers is one thing, bringing the subject over to promoting the products to customers is other thing...
reali, hope i can do better tmr, working afternn shift... 3rd day at wrk...

reali muz jiayou lor...
...so b'cos i now tink rite, celebrities definitely have it harder than me rite?
...maybe it's juz me personality bah...
but hopely i can overcome the retail job lor...
i will learn alot new things bah...

oh ya, nid 2 make up too...
at least foundation & lipstick ...
haix, muz learn oso lar... sooner or later muz learn oso...
so... i muz overcome this obstacle oso...

BIG BANG, DBSK, FT. Island & Suju( Super Junior) also overcome alot to achieve wad they have now, don't they?

i noe BIG BANG had a documentary to show how they can formed, from 6 members to 5 members...
...so their urge of wanting to let others hear them form them...
now, mine will be to break through retail first, n learn...
accumulate experiences...
so i can move on further & brighter...
...thus, i hope i can do well & always rmb tt point...
(though i may 4gt ...)

i've gt learn, don't i... if i juz quit w/o trying...isn't it too bad, as in i shld give myself a chance to enter a new area rite?

well... i have uncertainties here and there, but hey, i've been through 19 plus years of it...
(...guess i hav 2 minus off the time i don't noe anyting :P )

so...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!
&
i will continue FIGHTING too! :)

Osh!

2009-04-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

~reali hope i can get a job, have a stable income & den i can further studies....
i'm scared...
i think companies oso scared i cannot work long enuf & if i was to pursue part time degree course... does the time fit?
-the various reasons companies reject me???

HOPE is there,

isn't it?

people will tink tt i very slack n lazy bah, haven find job nor have i registered earlier for unis...
i ADMIT...

still ~
...HOPE is there rite? -_-

people always sae if u are willing to work, u will nv starve?
but is it my personality or character making me starve...
...being indecisive is bad...
from kindergarten to primary to secondary to polytechnic...
-the process seem so smooth, but wad abt after poly...
- i always wonder nowadays, wad my future is
WHERE my future is?
...i cannot juz stay at hme do nth bt use the computer, can i?

my parents can't support me 4ever, will i hear good news soon....
...i sincerely hope so

a stable income is impt!!!

whispers: fighting...

2009-04-23T22:28:00.012+08:00

new post...
...today gt a call, might be able to get a job...
so hope tt will get *.*

anw, these few days, i've been waiting for family outing with subs ep 42 & 43 to come out...
LOL
family outing is my top korean variety show... though there are others Korean variety shows tt are nice oso,
it's fun & into 'commonlife' ...
secondly, there a great portal to see it, since i can't catch Korean shows much here...
thirdly, the great portal: ramensoupsubs,
is so sweet to sub them in english, so in the meantime, i will patiently wait? (will still check them out often...)

family outing is:

a Korean variety show consisting of Yoo Jae Suk, Lee Hyori, Yoon Jong Shin, Kim Soo Ro, Park Ye Jin, Dae Sung(Big Bang), Kim Jong Kook and one guest. (I'm not sure if they still have two special guests now because Lee Chun Hee is a permanent member.) They're expected to go and live in the countryside for 2 days and 1 night while the residents of they house they are staying at will leave. During that time, the 'family' will be expected to take care of the house and finish the list of chores. They also tend to play hilarious and fun games while doing so.

taken from: http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-266708/family-outing/

anyhow, browsing through webs, i found another interesting & cute thing at:

http://www.gizmodiva.com/mobile_phones/toshiba_815t_hello_kitty_and_snoopy_edition.php

as u can see in the link,
the mobile phones are in hello kitty & snoopy edition...
(sadly, available in Japan...)

*other Korean variety shows that i find nice are:
-come to play
-intimate note
-km idol world
-manwon happiness

there are many others tt are nice, but to list out, i will list out the above though...

for now,
FIGHTING!

BIG BANG jiayou 2!
^.^

2009-04-16T21:31:00.006+08:00

well... this new post is to show some videos...
BIG BANG ?
-dun worry lar...
haha...
though i can too...

it is one Korean short film that i've told some before, it includes some thriller...
told you all that i saw from my brother's com. before (quite long ago...)
but i happen to chanced upon it while looking at some Korean songs video
the song that led me to the short film is :

SG Wannabe - Lalala

(oh ya.. b'cos this song appears in part of this short film...)

*WARNING(hope it's nt too late... cos i've juz realize...): to me is some thriller lar...
but to those first time watching, u might get shock lar... e song above is cheerful n nice, bt the story is not all tt happy...
muz prepare yourself lar - wan ting might nt b scared lar... hehe :P
-juan juan... seen ur msg at tagbox, hope it's nt too late to tell you ... paiseh (bt maybe u nv watch e film bah, haha... if nt u sae at the tagbox bah... i tink ....)

all in all, it's nt my first time watching the below film, bt it's also quite exciting as there is some time from the first time i've watched it...
~so enjoy~

and the 2 parts of short film following:

[part1] M to M (엠투엠) - 새까맣게 MV

PART ONE

SG Wannabe - Lalala MV

PART TWO

all in all... please take a look...
though looking at the titles make me wonder if they are mvs or not... hmmm...
not sure lar, if anybody noes... please tell me !!!
HAHAHAHAHA...

okayz...

FIGHTING!!!

2009-04-13T21:19:00.003+08:00

my life ar... juz finish dis link viewing... LOL

http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-358104/who-are-you-currently-over-obsessing-about-/?pg=0

i tink wan ting will qi si ... HAHA

anw, ya, i've listen 2 some abt their lives... n replied with my views, dunno y tt even if is the topic on LOVE, liking all this... i still can reply pple on their problems

-it's like me myself dun understand all the love liking stuffs, how can i relate them to the others...
make no senses rite?
( wonder if pple tink i am crappin only, mayb i realli am...)

bt weird also, now i dun admire or 'like' anyone, (cos i dunno wad is like or love in bgr type?)
tinking hor, if guys tok 2 me oso very difficult to move on to tt, b'cos maybe i still nt mature enuf 2 treat them as friends? or i shld sae i can't handle normal guys?

of cus nt saying those tt tok 2 me b4 or tok 2 me well de guys are abnormal... i tink those are juz very outgoing... tt's y, maybe i dun nid 2 put in the extra effort to handle?

oh ya... i finally send 3 resumes to companies, nt sure will get pick anot so now is hoping for all the best !!!! (juz send yesterday i tink... :P )

...

TINK I AM GOING 2 END LIKE THIS ...

no way lor... hehehe

i will end it like:

BIG BANG FIGHTING!
ME (Pei Yu) FIGHTING!

YAY YAY YAY :P

:D

:)

2009-04-05T22:09:00.002+08:00

oh no oh no...
big attack...
2 other korean guy bands came up from my randomness in youtube & mainly b'cos of family outing...
will dey defeat my current interest on BIG BANG ?

there are DBSK & FT Island:
well, as i've said, family outing, the korean variety show featured members from dis 2 groups...
-->the U-Know, Yunho [yr 1986] & Xiah, Junsu [yr 1987] (DBSK) - on the show, they gt nice hair styles & R cool lor
-->Hong Ki [yr 1990](FT Island) - a cute guy, and after searching for their songs, realise tt hongki is the main vocalist... like his voice

~~~~~confusion~~~~~~~~~~

ok ok ... U-Know, Yunho & Xiah, Junsu is b'cos of looks ...
AND Hong Ki is b'cos of looks (also.. hehe) & of cus his voice :D

and overall...
BIG BANG is the GROUP!
so...
ya...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!!!!

[though i can't b considered a fan ... as i've explained earlier...]
anyhow...
BIG BANG !!!

2009-03-24T11:22:00.002+08:00

I've finally realized...
(hahaha)
the video from:

[HD] Big Bang(3/3) @ MBC Music Festival(Dec 31, 2008)

never fails to make me smile and cheer me up sia ....

i noe very weird, bt i like them now is maybe due to they live in hostel together, like friends living together - i like tt idea... :)

and also, b'cos like what many other say, they are very real...
as in, i noe it's impossible to show ur true face every time, especially in the entertainment world, but from what i see...

BIG BANG is one of those few that show some more of real live things bah...
... maybe i am biased, but ya, living with friends in a hostel is a direct attack to my heart...
-imagine waking up and showing ur most unglam side to ur friends, find out abt each other's good & bad to live together...

-might be tedious :P
-but the results will be satisfying ?

2009-03-23T15:36:00.004+08:00

another one on BIG BANG

4 anyone hu's been readin my past few posts....
i tink u will be bored out ... (maybe?)

anyway...
found this series of pics after terribly hard works!!!

and b4 and in betweens, i realised tt this particular bear is popular!!!
see:

SE7EN

(got it from a website: http://ygworld.wordpress.com/2008/10/17/se7en-one-concert-photobook-photoshoot/)

-Se7en being in one frame with big teddy bear. Se7en who wore black tee got all the bear’s hair stick on his clothes….
-the staff help him to removing the hair from his tee… then se7en told the staff:

se7en:this bear is cheap izzit??!
staff:oh.. it’s not…
se7en: yeah.. you see… all of his hair falling off and his face is ugly
staff:…..

credit: cafe.hello7 + noizumi_daidouji ; gc_kun @ se7enation.com

GONG YOO

nice bear, isn't it?
L-O-L

reali lar, cute white bear, quite nice lar...

:D

2009-03-20T23:54:00.002+08:00

saw another video of BIG BANG live performance!!!
dis time with little/mini BIG BANG
super cute!!!!

song: sunset glow

take note of the little big bang; e part at 2.07 starting with the "AH AH AH ..."

super cute together with BIG BANG

NICE XD

2009-03-20T23:07:00.002+08:00

haha

BIG BANG is gg 2 have a concert soon, and a album cumin out in sep/oct dis year,
the concert's name is BIG SHOW...

oh... a random update for myself though

hmmm... maybe i shld do a play list on imeem on BIG BANG to put on my blog ...

i will consider... :)

i tried on imeem, bt den realised tt i was able to change e width and nt affect my blogskin so i tink i try posting it HERE:

BIG BANG

2009-03-20T22:15:00.003+08:00

ho ho ho
gt summore 2 write abt them liao...
saw more of big bang's family at dis link
http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/2008/12/13/another-bigbang-today/
-any one interested can go see
haha..
i highly doubt though, cos only a few come read my blog... :)

oh ya...
saw dis at
http://scentofyours.livejournal.com/43015.html#cutid1
the user has uploaded T.O.P's noona (elder sister) & her room that they will be living in??? (nt sure)

anw...
nice rooms & house!!!
n plenty of APPLE products
haix, is it me or they are really rich!!! (i highly vote 4 e second one!!!!)
cos the rooms are really simple yet special & spacious!!!

hmmm... and T.O.P doesn't realli like fans posting photos of his family & ex online bah...

bt den it's highly impossible as he is a celebrity, ermmm... bt den i tink all e VIPs will understand bah

anw, after sayin tt, as a person into BIG BANG now...

aiya, forgt it... dunno how 2 sae oso ...
juz keep enjoying BIG BANG on shows & music bah!!!

ya, juz BIG BANG : cos dey r e ones in the entertainment world...
ermmm... i realli dunno wad i sayin :P

FIGHTING!!!!

2009-03-19T20:17:00.003+08:00

another NEW post, lalalalala

n i have changed my blogskin earlier on today, wanted a change and one tt doesn't blocks most of the videos i've embedded here... XD

cos i've found out another nice video to watch...
n definitely is b'cos of BIG BANG
.... hahaha, it a sure thing, 'cos one of the member Dae Seung is in it!!!
tt's RIGHT! it's FAMILY OUTING !!!!

well, at first, i was nt so interested abt it bt after catching one on G.Dragon's cut and Top's episode, especially Top's one, as it's e full episode...

it was very funny, make my day... :D

so nw gg on to watch episode 2 of Top's n G.Dragon's full episode

due to many factors, i have 2 save it for later...
ya, mainly b'cos my father will wake up at nite to c me usin com den BLAH BLAH BLAH ...

no choice, haha...
:P

for now:
BIG BANG... ... FIGHTING!!!

2009-03-15T17:51:00.008+08:00

...
other than the BIG BANG in the last few posts...
there's another group (hmmm... who are alot older though), but still good...
i've heard abt them, i tink b4 BIG BANG... from the radio
so... i heard dey are gd...
anw... dis was e song tt caught my attention!!!

DJ DOC

oh ya.. found out abt H.O.T. juz abt juz now ... hehe... (well, due to BIG BANG)
BIG BANG was performing their song candy... so ... ermmm... ya... to find out more abt H.O.T. : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/H.O.T.

okayz,

but still ...

B to I to G(BANG BANG !!!)

:P

2009-03-14T18:21:00.001+08:00

anyhow:
here's another big bang video...
i've been putting dis as my favorite video in my HEART...
hehee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhBpE51tKXo

oh...

now i realise... the user disable e embedding ...

:P

go hav a look anyway ...

:D

2009-03-09T01:15:00.003+08:00

other than tt,
(e realli too many big bang songs..)
is my future, my studies, my work and $$$$$$

ya rite, so overall, i hav 2 work first 2 hav e $$$$, to study degree, either at gov. or private, i personally prefer private though (even if it's more ex.)

heard frm my ma sayin tt i more useless than my kor... (ouch...nt?)
i dunno how to sae... couldn't point out the point...

b'cos i myself noe tt i hav tons of dreams n those dreams can remain dreams or either hobbies as they cannt act as a survivin tool for me to earn $$$$...
passion of them is one ting, talent is another...
sometimes, nt juz passion pulls it off...
-talent n luck plays a big part too (nt 4gtin the support frm peers & families)

so, all i can tink of now is to find a job, get $$$$, mayb meanwhile take a part time degree course or so...

oh ya... did i mention i hav 2 pay 4 my taiwan trip... i knew it though :p
-so depends on luck to c if i can go ...

i tink tt's all on my mind now... (plus a little on big bang, my stories i writin, gg shoppin, makin handicrafts, singin, drawin & slpin...)
- tt's abt all (oh... & plus everything in my brain XD )

ya... tt's abt it ... hmmm

2009-03-09T00:51:00.006+08:00

well...
it isn't surprising, it is realli nt ...
BIG BANG reali gt alot alot alot alot alot of songs!!!
MANY NICE songs too!

dunno how liao...
only can listen n listen more n more...
oh ya, during the lies song; there's e part:
"i'm so sorry but i love you _____ (i love you more more)"
-the more more part gt a very cute action... shld go take a look :P
maybe i will post the stage performance with wonder girls one up ...
-together, they are called WONDER BANG :)

okie, so let's c, the video:
the cute action, it's ard 4:39- 4:40

anw, juz like i was saying, kinda of sad yet happy BIG BANG got so many nice songs ....
i reali like e songs...
-nt only tt, e variety shows they attend are mainly great cos of their character...
i dare nt sae i am their fan but recently, i've been catching videos on them...
they REALLY are a lovable group :D
-serious! i like how they interact with each other and joke ard
(...sumtimes, i reali tink guys do jk ard better than gals with their friends ....)

it's all quite fun and interesting... to see their videos...
i wun sae tt's e reason y BIG BANG have so many fans, but yeah... their styles in fashion, songs, mvs and more are GREAT!

it's for now, i noe myself, i dunno how long will i be still SO INTO BIG BANG :P
so i will nv sae i'm a BIG fan of any grp... i tink, cos mainly, i will sae i like their(any singer) songs...

bt still, BIG BANG is really nt bad :)

HARU HARU ...

2009-03-05T18:42:00.004+08:00

BIG BANG!!!

2ND PART...

Haru Haru Part 2 which offers nothing new except for some newly inserted close-ups of Big Bang and bloopers scene at the end. You will feel happy if you are a VIP.

2009-03-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

aiyoyo.... my external crit over 2dae lor....
realli....
is like i gt go in present, like nv go in present lor....
dunno wad feeling is dis ???
oso dunno is it b'cos everyting pass too fast or wad lor

juz in any case...
i hope n hope n hope n hope times infinity tt i can successfully pass the FYP ...
den all i hope is graduate den plan later on on wad to do....
for now, reali...
juz gt it over n done with... with gd things lar :)

2009-02-15T20:10:00.002+08:00

anw, i am glad tt all my friends are doin fine, e past is e past, e present continues to future...
hahaha....
even now, since we are graduatin soon (muz GRADUATE)...
...pidians to me, do seem more united, not tt we are not in the first place...
i mean, i am tryin 2 sae tt now my mood, although juz nw still crazy abt BIG BANG & WONDER GIRLS ...
---& i noe i hav 2 do FYP stuffs :(---
other than those 2 mention, my mood is like friends ARE friends ....
no matter wad hav happen...

since we hang out 2gether often... i believe tt's nt for nth... :D

so attention to all my friends (i tink...dun tink gt alot alot lar...)
tt's all for now, the 3rd random post 2dae...

:| :) :D :P XD

2009-02-15T19:55:00.003+08:00

i'm really beginnin 2 like BIG BANG & WONDER GIRLS ....
... ermmm, more on big bang maybe, cos of their MVS... damn nice stories !!!!
like HARU HARU & LIES ....
ya... i've juz watch a few, includin number 1 nia lar, but i tink i will continue lookin out for them...
... for wonder girls too...
at first i knew about wonder girls was because of facebook fan club, where one of my friend is a fan...
... and then i tink is yesterday or so... jud introduced me to the NOBODY song...
the mv is nice n funny, but the dance part, maybe i prefer seein jud 'actin cute' bah...
(link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rqtzQkoJS_k )

another cute one is the followin video too:

BIG BANG & WONDER GIRLS

2009-02-15T18:44:00.017+08:00

random post... ... but the video, i LIKE!!!

SO-1, commonly referred to as Jang Hyun Seung, was dropped from Big Bang in the ninth episode of their documentary, which was shown on GOM Television. He was considered to be a great singer and had a "pretty face".^{[citation needed]} Unfortunately, he did not pass the audition to become a member in Big Bang due to his shyness on stage. He is no longer with YG family.

G-Dragon
Stage Name : G-Dragon
Real Name: Kwon Jiyong (권지용)
Date of Birth: August 18, 1988 (1988-08-18) (age 20)
Debut: 2001 G-Dragon
Education: Seoul Korean Traditional Arts Middle & High School
Position: Leader / Rapper / Vocalist / Composer/ Producer

Tae Yang
Stage Name : Tae Yang; SoL
Former Stage Name : YB Taekwon
Real Name: Dong Youngbae (동영배)
Date of Birth: May 18, 1988 (1988-05-18) (age 20)
Debut: YG Family 2nd Album 2002
Position: Choreographer / Lead Vocalist

T.O.P
Stage Name : T.O.P
Former Stage Name : Tempo
Real Name: Choi Seunghyun (최승현)
Date of Birth: November 4, 1987 (1987-11-04) (age 21)
Education Background: Seoul Art College (Majoring in Musical)
Position: Beat Boxer / Composer / Rapper

Dae Sung
Stage Name : Dae Sung; D-Lite
Real Name: Kang Daesung (강대성)
Date of Birth: April 26, 1989 (1989-04-26) (age 19)
Education Background: KyeongIn High School
Position: Vocalist

Seung Ri
Stage Name : Seung Ri; V.I
Former Stage Name : V & Victory
Real Name: Lee Seunghyun (이승현)
Date of Birth: December 12, 1990 (1990-12-12) (age 18)
Position: Choreographer / Vocalist

(info from Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Bang_(group) )

WONDER GIRLS:

A former member, Hyun-a, left shortly before the release of "Tell Me" due to health complications.

Yubin
Birth name: Kim Yubin (Hangul: 김유빈; Hanja: 金瑜斌)
Date of birth: October 4, 1988 (age 20)[24][note 1](1988-10-04)
Discovery: Good Entertainment Trainee
Position: Rapper

Ye-eun
Birth name: Park Ye-eun (Hangul: 박예은; Hanja:朴譽恩)
Date of birth: May 26, 1989 (age 19)[24] [note 1](1989-05-26)
Discovery: 2007 audition during the show MTV 'Wonder Girls Season 1'
Position: Lead Vocalist

Sunye
Birth name: Min Sunye (Hangul: 민선예; Hanja: 閔先藝)
Date of birth: August 12, 1989 (age 19)[24] [note 1](1989-08-12)
Discovery: 2001 Park Jin Young's Challenge of 99%
Position: Leader, Main Vocalist

Sunmi
Birth name: Sun Mi (Hangul: 선미; Hanja: 宣美)
Date of birth: May 2, 1992 (age 16)[24] [note 1](1992-05-02)
Discovery: JYP Entertainment Trainee
Position: Vocalist,Sub Rapper

Sohee
Birth name: Ahn Sohee (Hangul: 안소희; Hanja: 安昭熙)
Date of birth: June 27, 1992 (age 16)[24] [note 1](1992-06-27)
Discovery: JYP Entertainment Trainee
Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer

(info from Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wonder_Girls )

2009-02-13T03:28:00.001+08:00

found this when i was searching if 纵贯线 gt appear on kang xi lai le ...
i LOVE it!!!
...i tink, hahaha

2009-02-13T02:59:00.001+08:00

oh ya, 2dae ah bao called me when i was sawin one of my cylinder cover (it's part of e product for fyp ...), n den she tell me she finish her exams liao ---> xian mu-ing
ya lor, den she tell me to jiayou, den i tell her if my product turn out well, will invite her to my dip. show, if not no lor...
she was like, 'where can like tt one'...

but really wad, quite paiseh wad, later nth nice to show her...
though i shld b worried abt e crits n examineers more -_-"""

***纵贯线第一首单曲！还没有MV (MV 给张震岳毙了），就先听吧。

亡命之徒

作词／罗大佑李宗盛周华健作曲/张震岳
Drums／张震岳 Acoustic Guitar／李宗盛 Electric Guitars／周华健、张震岳 Electric Piano／罗大佑和声／纵贯线录音／胡恩立、于泊、吴蒙惠录音室／摆渡人 (台北) 、敬业 (北京) 、音色 (台北) 混音师／高承郁 (Ko Seun Wook) 混音助理录音师／宣永 (Sun Young) 混音录音室／Beat Studio (韩国)

听我说　我原来有个梦　
跟你高飞远走　跟你一起走到白头
但是我　拥有化为乌有　
忘记我们承诺　忘记曾经爱你爱的那么浓
我不能带你走　我犯了大错　
必须一个人走　必须扛下所有罪过
必须离开熟悉的街口　请你不要忘记我　
这夜里有小雨飘在空中
当我扣板机的瞬间灵魂早已卖给魔鬼
可笑的是　我好想求主帮我赎回　
赎回我那一丁点的尊严
想起妈妈的脸　对不起这几年　是否有机会再见你一面
妈妈我犯了错　你会原谅我吗?　我已经踏上了末路
别人眼中的亡命之徒　哪里还有我的藏身处?
我的兄弟　离我远去我还傻呼呼的相信道义
所谓的人性莫非要用血和泪来换取教训　不想再混下去
想说干完这一票就不再撩下去
想着想着我的眼泪就流不停

出发啦不要问那路在哪? 迎风向前是唯一的方法
出发啦不想问那路在哪? 运命哎呀什么关卡?
当车声隆隆梦开始阵痛　
它卷起了风重新雕塑每个面孔
夜雾那么浓开阔也汹涌　有一种预感路的终点是迷宫

喂　小子我想我大概明白你的意思　
那些发生在你身上的
曾经以不同的面貌　也在我生命里出现过好几次
对此　我并无更高明的解释
只是觉得今天说不定是个合适的日子
我们就各自用舒服的姿势用擅长的方式给人生我们的
不管是一种告解还是一份答辩词　
人再有本事也难抵抗命运的不仁慈
这道理再简单不过接不接受是另外一回事　
真爱并非不来
它只是被无预警的恶意的延迟
不要让某个女人做的蠢事变成你自己与自己的争执

为什么　该有的都有还是觉得不够　
天呀该不会是贪心的念头
为什么　拼了命地工作拼了命地追梦
到头来原地没有动过
为什么　万里晴空下的面孔
庸庸碌碌不开心地锁着眉头要向谁哭诉
为什么　想去看场电影
该死的台风偏偏选在每一个的周末
为什么　这个世界上就是有人穷得发疯
有人富有把钞票当作了枕头
为什么　新闻里鼻酸故事
只为了偷面包给妈妈充饥的小偷
为什么　一百个为什么
变成一千个一万个十万个为什么
为什么　我想破头写不出个鸟　念念念　我为了什么

我们都不必在意未来的样子
像是精神病患写的诗? 或是烟花绽放的节日?
随它去吧我们都只活一次　
呼吸呼吸呼吸　呼一切曳然而止
真理在荒谬被证实以前　都只是暗室里的装饰
只有当眼前亮起来了以后　
才有机会彰显它的价值　不是谁能决定的
该漫游还是冲刺　我们都在海里　我觉得我们像沙子
你说的亡命之徒　是不是大概就是这个意思?

出发啦不要问那路在哪?　迎风向前是唯一的方法
(亡命之徒可会全力以赴
是不是穷途末路有没有藏身之处)
出发啦不想问那路在哪?　运命哎啊什么关卡?
(亡命之徒逃亡要全力以赴
喘息在穷途末路给我个藏身之处)
当车声隆隆梦开始阵痛　
它卷起了风重新雕塑每个面孔
(亡命之徒可会全力以赴
是不是穷途末路有没有藏身之处)
夜雾那么浓开阔也汹涌　有一种预感路的终点是迷宫
(亡命之徒逃亡要全力以赴
喘息在穷途末路给我个藏身之处) ***

纵贯线縱貫線Super Band (link to another short video of the song)
罗大佑，李宗盛，周华健 & 张震岳
well .. e above is one new song (only song nia), quite recent one... it's by 4 experienced male singers where they form a band ... i like this kind of style for songs too, very fun n interactive bah XD

L-O-V-E ???

2009-02-13T02:22:00.005+08:00

recently...
has been wonderin again...
wad is l-o-v-e ???
is dere a difference between like & love?
if like can be define by many factors for example, appearance, den wad about love?
and e most important question is: how do you noe if it is really love... i mean dere is always a first time for everyting, includin love...
so how do noe it is your first love if you never experience it before???

some say see feeling lor, it's like duh, i also know, but exactly wad feelings?
-happy, excited or glad???

- and to say, the feeling for love cannt be taught, can it?

had asked a few classmate aredy, nobody really has an answer for e questions...

the reason why i have been tinking huh:
plain curious...
oso, i really want to write finish 'hide' (ying cang) ... without noein wad is love, how do i convey the feelings of each character?
(i am juz a beginner so of course that problem will be quite an obstacle lar!)

and imaginin is too hard lor, wonder how the writers managed to come up with one para after one, with such captivatin scenes in it
- it's nt hard to guess: if they can't achieved the standard, i don't tink i will be readin their books :P

after sayin all that;
actually, i'm in the middle of fyp STILL!
it's juz tt i'm abit bored & sianx, so i write blog lor...

2009-01-30T09:12:00.005+08:00

how human being works....
y would you hate someone???
e looks?
e attitude?
e personality?
or maybe dere's no explanation; like y you love someone?

though TV dramas always say that hatred is often born from love....
but, wad if,
-you dun noe wad's love????

den if really as wad TV dramas say, does it mean that u wun hate a person at first sight???

actually i find myself quite a 'hater' bah, or so....
i have 2 examples:
one in lower sec, one in upper sec...
as u all noe, we often have clicks... so it was like sec 2, i feel that one classmate juz cum budging into my so called click (it is, i tink...), and her way of communication i tink is not to my liking (using a harsher term...)
well... had a crack in friendship with one of my clicks due to that too, but sayin as to now, we all get along pretty well....( ya... all of us...:D)

another one, upper sec, still have clicks oso....
bt this time, it's classmates, they juz seem to have opinions on me, somehow....
which i tink i didn't offend them....
n so... till now, even if i still c them, we nv smile or tok to each other....

so all in all... it's e efforts people make to salvage any realationship...

in the first case, she made effort, i could see, and will try n accept her.... SHE IS MY FRIEND NOW :)
n in the second case, maybe it doesn't matter if we aknowledge we knew each other anot...

ya, so human beings are complicated????
(or do we prefer to be simpletons???)

2009-01-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

have u ever... ???
- tot tt juz a simple action can make others smile ^^

to me ar, emotions make up half a person...
another half will be logic bah...

been tinking tt how humans work....

but for now, time to go back to work... till nxt time!!!

2009-01-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

haha, another post...
(my starting all very random wan lar...wan write wad den write wad lor :P)

before going to slack & do some work.. better update some face painting photos, if not sounds like i lying huh... haha!!!

2009-01-11T20:55:00.004+08:00

finally a new post here 09 bah...
i started another blog for eir, one of my module, which is like IT stuffs...

yesterday went to celebrate wan ting's birthday and reach home around 12midnight, was a bit fun and a bit shao xing lar... the restaurant is ok, really i find it ok, but den its damn irritating for a moment - tt's the shao xing part. overall it was quite slack and relax... good though...

however didn't manage to find Mila there, so think going back TM buy the dress, YAY! (hope still got left...please...)
here are some photos:

today, went out with laila, xiangqi & shamila...
haha... so long nv c them liao, except laila cos gt mit her with sandra, jas and a bao lor...
decided to go vivo, walking around, i 4gt which shop we entered...hmmm, anw when we stepped out i saw 沙悟净, ya, dun tink i gt c wrongly, i oso think he gt an army haircut, guess he entering NS den go carry on his very successful design career/studies...
tink i regretted, but still i wish him all the best, although he might be at his best aredy :)

haha, i make it sound like he was the main point of today.

no lar, today was a nice mit up, and near the end, i tink we end up laughing at every ting or wad so ever lar....

aiya, i better go write my eir blog, haven done the latest post...
but anw, i tink i will juz slack summore though i noe i have 2 do work... haaaa :P

*will slack & hope 2 do finish work!!!

2008-11-17T01:53:00.002+08:00

Oh ya... n to tell the truth, i really have a marshmellow -like pillow.... (have i said it before?)
cos it's a few months ago thing liao... i tink?
...my stories are developing & going really badly n slowly, hope it is slow n steady lar
but i rarely gets motivated to continue the story to then later post it here...
...and the question is:
who will come & read here???
reason no 1:
i don't updated my blog unless i feel like ( which can be very long intervals)
reason no 2:
i tink all that i've written before here, are not clear to others, like many won't understand my posts bah
reason no 3:
those who know me n this blog may come, but they know me - ' i rarely gets motivated to continue the story ' & 'i don't updated my blog unless i feel like ( which can be very long intervals)'

so, i will just end this with: i will see whatever comes, then i will do what needs to be done
-i can't be worry all the time...
...ya ya, i am all talk only... :P

2008-11-17T01:37:00.004+08:00

a short wan:
my success in making a plastic sheet bottle!

n i filled it up with the cranes i folded before...

hehehe

2008-10-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

this post... actually wanted to write it on the actual day, which is 2 days ago, a fri....
the last day working at SMU for IBM thingy...hehe, it's a course for people from certain companies for IBM, a 5 day course, in fact i stayed with them the 5 days...so....
there are angmohs, japaneses and chineses from malaysia singapore. during the last the day which is fri, i really think abt the few days before on how they act and feel that they are all really nice and polite, but to mention, is the japanese-only guys...ermmm, i also don't why there is only guys. anyway, some of them left good impression.
and finally it's kind of stupid for me to want to buy a IBM desktop/laptop because of this, right? i don't know but i hope they all do well in their respective companies even if i don't really know them lar, haha!

(i remember what i wanted to wrote on fri is 'i missed them already' -sounds wrong lar, but that's what i felt when they went off after lunch on fri afternoon and began serving the people at SMU - MSIG & FIREFLY.... cause 5 days got a bit feelings liao lor, like a tiny winy bit of familiar, unlike the MSIG & FIREFLY...)

haha...all above are my personal opinions.... no offends if any ???

wad cums after enjoying?????

2008-06-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

after writing the previous post, i carried on wif dis. really, i dun feel like writing dis out but i hav 2 save myself.....
ya, after watching the shows i enjoyed, comes the time to do work.
i'm like so dead lar, creative writing gt to write a short story ard 1500 words (if i nv rmb wrongly) which i'm still stuck on e beginning!!!!!
e cultural thingy is worst, i hav 2 do an essay max 8 or 10 pages on singapore culture and do a caid rendering...
is there anyting worst den dis?
YES!
all dis R due on e 26 and 27 JUNE!!!!!
i even hav 2 pass up my short story draft on mon e latest cos e lecturer sae can send thru mail to her durin weekends, but sadly, i was and am slackin!!!!
so after i wake up later, i muz chiong! chiong! chiong!
i hope it will be another peaceful block (b'cos our school is block teaching...)
n lastly, i really hope my subject selection can pass thru, 'using internet as a research tool'. if not add/drop also muz add tt wan....
hopefully all goes well
good luck to myself!!!! :P

juz another days????

2008-06-22T01:28:00.004+08:00

... been watchin 星光大道3 on youtube for some time... i didn't reali noe abt or take note of the 2 other series before the no. 3 wan. all i noe is the winner, who is very good at what... like those i can see on newspaper or some taiwan entertainment show. a lot sae that 星光1&2 is sooooo much better than the current, that, i dunno. i think e main reason why i started watchin it is because of the singapore contestants...hehe, ya.
i saw on the papers about their competition, at first i only knew about sugie, one of our singapore project superstar, also a host... he's fun & cute (humorous maybe). so, i started watchin it, then i somehow see e performance of huang jing lun after some browse... that was then i realise he was also one of the contestants from singapore... there's another girl called cai jia hang, whom i think is also one of the singapore project superstar.
... e main point is i dunno if they sang well anot, (i'm not a person who know music alot, bt i like listening to songs), but i can see from their performance, the fun they enjoy... also, i like the way of speaking for jing lun, so cute! they said he even made his way of saying into lun yu/li ( which literally means his way of saying).
his looks are cute too, i mean to me, he's very cute! hehe, too excited. although i have close to zero talent in singing... i wish him all e best, better if he can go into the finals because now he's already in 6强, so jiayou, jiayou, jiayou! (huang jin lun!) :D

Wonderin again...

2008-04-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

now is gg 2 b e 3rd week of internship liao, i sumwhat feel tt am i doin veri little... i wonder, n wad about e expections??? :(
dunno if can reali help them... i kinda scared...
terrible horrible incorrigable !!!!!!!!!!
i gt a feelin i do very little leh, bt i dun feel like doin alot leh .... so contraditin lor
anyway i feel tt i muz jiayou 2 mit e expections lor
so ... how do i go abt doin tt when i'm so SLACK!
TROUBLED!!!!!!!!!!

2008-03-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

Wa Wa Wa

gg internship soon on monday... super scared! dunno can mit expections anot... hehe

i tink juan juan damn pro la... can watch so many shows online... den still so good with ur work etc... tt's wad we call talent ma? bt i tink she oso very hardworkin hor...

den again ... P2 was a ....

haix, den still gt e nagoya competition .. i tempted 2 join lor... bt my work where gt presentable ... summore like by tmr muz send the B1 renderin in cd 2 sch ...

damn sad n sianx lar... i'm like tinkin rite... if reali join ... everyting is in such a rush lor... dun tink gt time lor... summore if wan reali gd results... i tinkin of gg sand casting lor ... bt like nid 2 sand like siao after tt lar ... dunno how lor

okok... hav 2 find solutions!

2008-02-24T12:26:00.003+08:00

i will go to my cousins' hse 2 get e relative photos again, n take summore 2. den dere's one on my grandma's funeral, bt tt's ok cos i hav e cd... for the friends part, i will c wad i can gt frm my friends n take summore again wif them! tt's e best solution i can tink of, although it's still sad... bt dere's no point crying over spilled milk!

WAD E HELL!

2008-02-24T12:18:00.002+08:00

I'M SO STUPID LAR! yesterday i wanted 2 update my harddisk wif my recent pictures n music so i happily did it. den 2dae i realised tt not only tt my recent photos disapppeared, my photos wif my sec friends, relatives n poly etc was gone 2! wad is dis man! i'm totally in bad mood now! photos r such precious things 2 me.... i only had sum photos in friendster, which is so sad lar... although e recent manga scans tt i save picture as had disappeared 2, bt those can be save again... however e main thing here is all my precious photos r gone... everyting! those... i can nv gt e same wans again! n i can't recall wad other impt pictures i've lost! i'm damn angry! :'(

2008-01-20T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hei Hei !
~i actually want to say sumting .... haha
u noe, yesterday i gt apel presentation
u noe, yesterday i went to terminal 3
u noe, yesterday i saw the long unmentioned 'shengsheng' - b4 mitin wan ting at PS
u noe, i went to work after that
u noe, at work- there's a new captain
u noe, yesterday work finished le, dunno when nxt time workin again
... ... 'shengsheng' seems like waiting 4 sumone, if it's true love, will it really hurt? fact is, i'm nt hurted... does that mean it's nt true love?
i tink...
... ...
better nt conclude cos i dun really noe sia, like tt later ... ehhh, hack care lar.

the apel presentation sucks lar, cos it's like super 'weird' - if i say it in this way...

Terminal 3 is like targetting high class wan lar .... oh, & it's super spacious!!!
bt 2 me, the shops dere ok lar ... hehe, since it's for tourists more than den singaporeans- i tink ...
....
a lot of other things happen, bt one thing i can sae, my life is nt as dramatic as wan ting's ( i agree totally... dun u tink so, wan ting? hehe)

Is it true ?

2008-01-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

"Any fool can make things bigger, more complex; and more violent. It takes a touch of genius-and a lot of courage-to move in the opposite direction."

By Albert Einstein...

After Romantic Princess... :P

2008-01-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

lalalalaaaa....
of cus i finish watch romantic princess la!(a few days ago) 13 episodes nia.... last episode like nt ending like tt (sianx!)
bt den it's true tt most pple sae tt the front episodes are much more interesting than the behind episodes... cos at front i can c how cai treat xiao mai like a younger sister which is super sweet (although he is a playboy...) den i can c jing & xiao mai slowly fallin 4 each other ( u noe... e process ...u noe ... hehe)
ehhh, if reali wan 2 sae for the more behind episodes... is the confession of mo li to cai lor. cos tt's e part where she took off her "bad guy" mask... (she actually a sweet lady...)
there's also one part where they 4 leave house, den cai & mo li like still act e same way as b4(buying things even though they noe tt they shldn't - habit bah)
oh ya, den jing went 4 interview in one company den the ling zhong(manager) very funny... damn cute lor....

anywae.... it's nt bad, it oso gt let me think of designin gowns abit ... hehe:D

i've oso began 2 watch ISWAK 2 (They Kiss Again) - heihei ! only watched episode 1 la- still funny ...

2008-01-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

我忽然之间想起我去做头发的时候... 我是去一位auntie的家弄的. (其实她好像不喜欢auntie这个称号...她讲我讲到好像很老...)
其实了解我的人应该知道... 我懒, '有点色' 等等
为什么我回忽然这样说? 因为, 那个auntie说现在的小妹妹都很爱美, 哪里有像我这样懒的...又不要打扮...
然后, 因为做rebonding要很久, 所以她就开radio... 后来, 她还发现我常听radio...
继续聊了下去...说啊说... 我突然有感而发, "...这样讲, 我好像宅女 ..."
她问"...什么来的..."
我就回答"...你懂宅男吗?"
她没说多什么...笑了笑...

所以! 我在认真地想我到底是不是宅女...
--- 也不能说不是, 因为我看戏(电视和电脑), 听radio和看漫画等... (...sigh ',')

Romantic Princess 公主小妹

2008-01-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

finished WHY WHY LOVE juz so recently cause i paused for very long after resumin my watchin of dramas on youtube. again, i started on another one, romantic princess - 公主小妹. Although at first I find it too dramatic (1st episode) , but as I watched on… I don’t know if it’s still dramatic but it’s getting more & more interesting & fun to watch. HAHA.

吳　尊
南風瑾

張韶涵
麥秋穗(皇甫珊)綽號「小麥」

顧寶明
皇甫雄(emp.)

辰亦儒
南風彩

胡宇崴
南風璘

利昂霖
南風影

卓文萱
宮茉莉

卜學亮
麥聰光

黃嘉千
麥戈浩娃

夏靖庭
伊森川總管

貝　貝
米若亞(小米)

本篇故事大綱是在說明一個在平凡家庭生活的平民女孩，一夕之間卻成了亞洲首富皇甫雄的孫女——皇甫珊。
十八歲的女大學生麥秋穗(張韶涵飾)從小就在一個氣氛和樂的溫暖家庭中長大，雖然家境並不是太富裕，住的也只是破舊的小公寓，但是小麥卻覺得很幸福。
然而沒想到，小麥不過一覺醒來，竟然有一大票神秘的黑衣人出現在她家的小公寓中，宣稱她真正的身分是國內首富皇甫集團董事長皇甫雄(顧寶明飾)失蹤多年的孫女，而麥父(卜學亮飾)和麥母(黃嘉千飾)也承認小麥並非他們的親生女兒，而是他們花錢向人口販子買來的棄嬰。
在祖父皇甫雄的強勢作風之下，小麥被迫搬出麥家，住進皇甫大宅，然而，富家千金的生活卻不如想像中美好。小麥住進皇甫大宅的第一天就因為被認定是居心叵測的拜金女，而和皇甫家公認最有可能接位的大少爺南風瑾(吳尊飾)結下樑子，兩人不時針鋒相對，水火不容。偏偏皇甫雄又一心想撮合小麥和南風瑾，想盡辦法要製造機會讓兩人單獨相處，甚至要求南風瑾親自訓練小麥禮儀和舞蹈，以免小麥在歡迎她重回皇甫家的舞會上出糗。
南風瑾為求在兩個禮拜的期限內讓小麥的狀態可以上得了檯面，拿出當年自己接受菁英課程的嚴苛態度訓練小麥，小麥苦不堪言，更因為之前一連串的誤會而認為南風瑾是在趁機修理自己，屢次想逃出皇甫大宅，回麥家生活。然而因為麥氏夫婦都是在皇甫集團的相關公司工作，儘管小麥心中百般不願意，但為了養父母著想，卻還是只能乖乖回皇甫大宅。而小麥與南風瑾這對歡喜冤家之間一連串的奇妙故事也從此展開…
More Details:
http://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%85%AC%E4%B8%BB%E5%B0%8F%E5%A6%B9_(%E9%9B%BB%E8%A6%96%E5%8A%87)

from wad i have watched till now - episode 6 part 8 (still gt last part unfinished)
I find the relationship between 南風彩 & 小麥 is very sweet because he’s really sweet to her like a older brother! I simply love the character 彩 as a very thoughtful person & all (dis character seems playboy yet remains good natured still!) As for the other characters like 南風璘, 南風影, i haven reali have any special thing 2 sae... hmmm... bt for 璘, he's still like a big kid! den for 影, he super duper hate girls i tink due 2 a girl named "A_____".

ok liao. i tink i letting out too much info le, spoilers man, hehe. paiseh hor.

it's nt a bad show, one thing i liked about this show, why why love, devil beside you, it started with a kiss and blah blah blah types of show i tink is much due to the comedy part bah. bt of cus they process in finding their true love is impt 2, which is often part of the comedy bah.

2008-01-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

oso oso !

i have rebond my hair ... looks a bit like wig bt better den my hair b4 bah ?

summore gt cut thinner & shorter u noe ... more LIGHT! hehe ... i abit sotz de cos hor i post 3 posts in a few (plus plus) minutes.... bt reali hope can change my blogskin 2 more personal wan !

*************************************************************************************

*weird weird suddenly

(i oso super lazy wan ... c behind e clothes ma ... super messy de! paiseh lor, hehe)

2008-01-11T01:45:00.000+08:00

oh ya .... angry until i 4gt 2dae is Wan Ting's birthdae le ~v~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! enjoyz~
(gd luck in ur jap presentation though*)
-hmmmm, i nid sum luck 2--wif my blogger HTML:'(
*hope u like the small prezzie i gave u earlier on the 10th.
tokin abt yesterday(which is juz a few hours b4 now), the suki yaki buffet was "fulfiling".
cookin the meat, steamboat* (duh!) & oso the final part makin the icecream we try bt nt 2 much success
michelle tried a cat (dunnoe if she gt take pic?), wan ting tried a tree & her name(michelle hav e pic i tink) and i tried a flower tt turns out like a mixture of colours nia... dotz
bt den i reali full lar ... stomach pain summore den i dunno i laugh quite often den stomach more pain bt den when we start walkin... i tink e food inside digested liao so now no pain liao bt still like a bit bloated leh. (nt fully digested bah ... hehe)
dun reali wan 2 care abt the blog skin thingy le bt i wan my own blogskin which i tried juz a few moments ago bt the situation being the same as those tt were frm blogskin.com (SIANX!)
I WILL CONQUER U! rite?

2008-01-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

it's e 1st post in 2008!
like wad lar.... i wanted 2 change e blogskin den accidentally change it to template style... so i try 2 change it 2 another blog skin bt the HTML still give me prob!
cos i gt the blogskin thingy frm e blogskin.com ma so i copy & paste in lor ... den everytime gt error wan .... nt juz one blogskin lor .... quite a few lor .
blogger de HTML dun like me issit? or i juz nid 2 try more bt den i damn fed up le ... can anybody help me?
I REALLY WAN 2 CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN! :(

2007-12-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

i tink me wanting 2 post my stories on here is like no good--- cos i no confidence ... cos my story gt alot alot alot n alot more things i want 2 make it better n nicer. bt everytime i write a story, i alwaes write it halfway- den no inspiration , at tt time i will hav a new inspiration tt urge me 2 start a new story -)
den oso at other times i will juz let my mind REST --- u noe rest as in reading novels (those kind lovey dovey wan, hehe) and mangas....
well, todae i read finish Gokinjo Monogatari manga (by Ai Yazawa - i tink)
n it's so cooL, by e same author, she created 3 mangas so far i read:
first,
Tenshi Nanka Ja Nai
den,
Gokinjo Monogatari

n lastly,
Paradise Kiss

..... cool 2 me b'cos e first manga she wrote is interesting, i hav nt finished yet !!!! actualli e sequence i read these r weird .... i finished paradise kiss first (great manga on fashion design!) , den i started on Tenshi Nanka Ja Nai n stop halfway n finished Gokinjo Monogatari (2dae... dis manga i tink is much more cooler den e other 2 although e other 2 oso is equally great. e reason being, nt only b'cos of e lovely dovey part, hahh, bt oso b'cos it focus nt only on fashion design bt some other designing areas, makin it more interesting--- it defintiely gives me e urge 2 make things and design them on myself bt i noe i alwaes try hard enuf :) )
n e cooL part is the author/mangaka brings characters from one manga 2 another... n more fun is tt from Gokinjo Monogatari to Paradise Kiss, everybody grew n have kids n their kids/siblings r related n altogether make another story/manga
ohh ... like dis , i decided 2 take note of dis mangaka -- n oso another called ......Chitose Yagami , i tink ( cos he i tink it's a he lar , had done a few NEAT works 2!
realli, i admired them ! their stories oso inspire me in a way although i will b adding a lot of my emotions in my stories
so my target is 2 complete at least one story!
tmr i gg work le ... finally gg earning money bt only bit by bit... n 4 dis target is 2 buy a zen stone mayb =)
i tink tt's all 4 2dae! now is 1220am dec 15, 2007 (sat) :)

2007-12-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

it's been ages n ages n ages n ages n ages n ages (times infinity) since i hav written a blog ! :D well... last few days i've been chionging on my animation project n 2dae .... which is a sat, i came back 2 sch ....(i am still in sch now ... now is ard 5.36pm. for e last few hours... me n judith was playing e spot e difference game over n over again, juz 2 achieve a full score! n wif so many hours of eye strain, we completed it! (wif sum cheating, haha - memory nt good, gt STM) so i have decided 2 post sum pics on here. if u r curious, here's e website :

http://www.ampgames.com/game/368/Spot-The-Difference.html

I've EARNED MY ART THEFT INVESTIGATOR TITLE! (wif judith, hehe)

n e gallery is unlocked now so i can view e pics ....

erm , e pics in e gallery r 4 u 2 find out. haha!

oh ya! juz want 2 mention tt i might b posting sum chinese 'so called novels' i have written in a few days time.... wheee. i'm juz writing those 4 fun. i love creating characters n writing their lifes out, haha.

2007-10-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

stupid stupid stupid , why i nv change my hp no at one-stop service centre !!!! nw my course manager cannt contact me den i cannt change my laof to consumer lifestyle... den nw i gt 1 dip elective, & 2 cds 2 complete in yr3 ... how how how .... wad if i cannt struggle thru? i very scared lor!!!! bt den in end e good friend of mine told me she earlier on 4gt tt e CM tell her tt e consumer lifestyle full le, make me so sad for so long den tell me .... u gd ar....

lucky u rmb le, if nt i 2nite slp will worry 2 slp wan lor ... so mayb i wun ji jiao ....

bt den still very scared cos yr 3 gt SIP, scared no time bt wadever la, let nature take its course bah. bt sumtimes still nid 2 fight 4 chances wan la... i will jiayou times 3!

2007-09-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

aiyaya !!!!!!!
recieved a warning email tt i might gt kicked out !!!
damn emo now
i noe i hav 2 work hard wif my renderin lar
bt den i still very stressed lor
wad if i still cannt pass ? wad if !?
i dunno lor , it's like i hav nt done well enuf , it's true
bt den i now reali very scared, i wan 2 graduate !!!!
bt wad if ....
OMG! it's drivin me crazy !!!! i dunno le
i muz jiayou times infinty lor , cannot playplay wan :'(

EMO!!!

JIAYOU!JIAYOU!JIAYOU!
-when i sae it 3 times, tt means i mean it !

2007-09-20T21:12:00.000+08:00

heh!

writin blog again ...

damn happy wif e manga i hav read! Paradise Kiss & Koukou Debut !

both very e nice - parakiss is abt fashion designer n a 'model' while koukou debut is abt a girl tt wants to find a bf after achievin her best in baseball in junior school and a guy wif a temper but still well-liked by all girls (he hate girls due 2 his ex...) she changes him & of cus dey r 2gether!

well, i dunno y i'm dis kind of girl tt like shoujo manga n all those swit swit stuffs but i am like tt :D i love noein e process 2 y dis happen (e.g. like y e girl will like e guy n vice versa - bt of cus sumtimes nt abt those lovey-dovey things.) den again, i'm bac 2 reality - like duh... REALITY CHECK!

2 tell e truth, it reali nid 2 start n do finish alot of things - y am i still half in reality only?

listin out:

rendering

automata

tidy up my room (huge task!)

wrap prezzie - doin soon

clear my old bed frame n gt a new one (part of tidy!)

n i itnk many more which i can't tink of it dis very moment!

anywae, to all out dere! i am curious! please ! if you dun mind, leave a short brief of swit things tt happen b4 or recently, or mayb tings tt you wan it 2 happen, no matter wif ur families or friends( can b anyone !)

oh ya! i'm sure all girls wan 2 b a princess bt den again ! REALITY CHECK !

LOL

bt sum girls r meant 2 b princesses while sum r meant 2 b ,how do i sae ... normal???

dreaming is not a bad thing, am i rite ? :)

2007-09-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

2dae juz finished dap presentation, YAY bt sianx

tmr muz pass up all e dap ! sianx times infinity!!!!

den i dunno how 2 do e reflections lor- ard 2 pages lor.

oh ya, now very into the manga vampire knight & skip beat

oso e taiwan show - why why love (换换爱), e main characters same as devil beside you(恶魔在身边), well... i feel tt the choosing of love same lor. as in first rainie will like kingone because he's e sweet guy admired by all, like a prince, she will hate mike because he's always e one very bad on e surface. bt den turn ya turn.... rainie will in e end choose mike because of wadever wadever wadever... heheh ( all dis is my personal opinions 4 e 2 shows) of cus, devil beside you is nice, does not mean why why love is not nice, i love it( juz tt dere's still bad pple - bt every show oso will have lar).for now, i watch until episode 5, nt bad, i especially love the 'behind-the-scenes'--- super funny n comedy lar!

i recommend all 2 watch! bt rmb! dere is confirm some parts tt will gt u angry n all de:)

Cast:

Rainie Yang as Tong Jia Di

Mike He as Huo Da

Kingone as Huo Yan

Judy Qiu as Yang Yan Shu

Chen Yan Xi as Jiang Xiao Nan

Xu Shi Hao as Po Zi

Ye Min Zhi as Tong Bao San

Eric Tu as Sai Lang

Wang Dao as Huo Zhen Hao

Ge Wei Ru as Liao Cai Juan

Jin Yu Lan as Qin Yu Hua

Sun Qin Yue as Tong Jia Hui

Carolyn Chen as group leader

AKA:Huan Huan Ai / Change Change Love / Love Can Never Be Gone / Exchange Love

Summary

Tong Jia Di needs a life besides work, paying down family debt, and more work. So her best friend Jiang Xiao Nan sneaks in a “Love” coupon in Jia Di’s raffle box praying that the lucky guy who draws it will sweep Jia Di off her feet. As it so happens, Huo Yan, the compassionate manager Jia Di has secret crush on, is the lucky guy. But, tho' the prince can exchange the coupon for Cinderella’s love, it doesn’t mean he will, especially when his devilish younger brother is determined to exchange his “Master/Angel” coupon for her servitude. --DramaWiki

2007-09-10T02:19:00.000+08:00

juz pass up my crap work for dap. sianx, more & more & more no mood 2 do le. juz now in e afternoon i watch hey gorgeous on youtube ---- damn shiok! c them find e hunks n babes, although nt all 3 babes/hunks r reali babes/hunk bt den lucky dey noe how to pick out from e sch while walking--- tt's e fun part. oh yeah! tmr is tp turn's , bt i dun tink i will gt 2 watch it on Tv, cos my pa dun allow wan .... so i will wait a few days bah, den go youtube watch, hehe! so i hope the dap crap work wun gt me too much scolding?! no use le, send le. :(
bt wadever, send le . :)

2007-09-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

juz wanted to 'record' down, e tv drama songs tt i like ... hehe! mayb nxt time i shld go buy e singapore tv drama songs album*

2dae i hav taken note wan is 保家卫国:
跟着我一起郑斌辉
握手的距离郑斌辉
体谅郑斌辉, 王禄江, 黄文永, 陈凤玲, 姚懿珊
I believe Redwan Ali

it's reali a nice show wif a nice ending; all married - best if e youngest son oso found his love... bt tt will b 2 perfect****

mayb oso the ongoing show 宝贝父女兵:
自己的幸福陈迪雅
礼物陈迪雅 ... hmm, dere is oso one more song for dis drama bt i dunno e singer & title (e wan i mention in my previous blog^^

of cus dere r other drama songs tt r nice bt i dun recall all of them, den mayb i will wait 4 e album to come out first , although i dunno when ???

i shld be doing my dap now & frettin 4 my bbs presentation nw bt i still feel like slackin. :D

well.... i hope i will gt e mood soon*****

2007-09-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

i reali want to find out the song in bao bei fu nv bing. it's nt a chinese song but it's nice lar !

anybody hu noes the song name, singer , pleaseeee tell me; hmmm, hu will noe n come here ? hehe. desperate 2 noe e song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=devuJqghQ_A

actuali wanted to embedded in here wan, but doesn't work, so if you all go c le, noe wad song, please tell me. i will be so thankful ! hee!

locket !!!! abit nice, juz wan one , bt den i oso dunno :)

2007-09-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

todae had bbs presentation , sianx!

acad paper draft pass back 2 us , sianx!

BUT !

todae, i place e blogskin i found at blogskin.com in my blog. YAY!

den i edited it to my preferences (4 nw!). YAY!

-add song

-my 'pet'

and change info all tt . YAY!

happy lar , bt after all tt muz start do work , bt no choice. hehe.

since i so happpy, i wan 2 upload pics , alot --- if can, haha ^^

well ... dis is one of the outfit tt i find pleasin to me eyes in one website , which i 4gt le (which website?). i tink it is mostly for cute gals bah !

2007-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

well... everytime i very long 2 write e nxt blog... hehe. I NV CHANGED! HAHAHA!
oh ya , juz did an EQ test wan ting pass me:

Your Score: 37
35 - 44
You have slightly above average EQ - with room to grow! You are likely sensitive to the emotional climate of the people around you - your peers, friends, family and key clients. You are well aware of the effect your behavior has on others. Still, while you may be adept at tuning into others and their needs - you must remember your own! Don't be afraid to honestly communicate these difficult needs and feelings. The world is well stocked with martyrs - it doesn't need any more! Think also about your passion for work (or whatever constitutes your main roles in life - manager of people, doer of tasks, 'meeter' of clients' needs, etc). We spend countless hours in our given roles - sometimes without much joy or satisfaction. In the process we become tranquilized by the trivial. Sedated by the small details of life. Sure, the laundry needs doing, the groceries need getting, the kids need chauffeuring, the deadlines must be knocked off, but we also need to stop and remember what gives us great joy and meaning. If we fail to remind ourselves (on a regular basis), we risk becoming hostile and cynical. We lose our purpose. And this translates to a diminished ability to be effective, at ease and fulfilled. Areas to work on: Ask yourself: - What situations generally create tension and stress for you? How are you handling these situations? - What negative thoughts play over and over in your mind on a regular basis? Are these a true picture of reality? - Are you afraid to share your needs and feelings with others? Is it because you are taking care of everyone else - being a martyr - or acting 'the strong, silent type'? What 3 things give you the greatest meaning in your life? If you work on gaining clarity in these areas, you will move toward maximizing your full potential and finding greater effectiveness, happiness, and fulfillment in your life. As William James said: I have no doubt whatever that most people live, whether physically, intellectually, or morally, in a very restricted circle of their potential being. They make use of a very small portion of their possible consciousness... much like a man who, out of his whole body organism, should get into the habit of using and moving only his little finger... We all have reservoirs of life to draw upon, of which we do not dream.

sianx! carrying on wif the last blog, I'M JUZ TT GIRL TT IS HARD 2 GT ALONG !!!
i can't blame anyone wad, mayb i can .... my kor lor , hehe --- bt tt's being irresponsible lar, mayb it's in or genes.... mayb we dunno how to communicate well wif opposite genders ????
mayb mayb it's juz ME
i hav no idea if i am me ...
actuali i hav nth 2 write wan lar, juz poppin by 2 leave a mark??

into dis manga recently , parfait tic, very annoying lor, like dis guy den like tt guy , den e 2 guys at first both dun like her den both like her . she oso cry alot , makin me emo . BUT ! i still wan 2 carry on readin it ! :) :) :)

***hostile*** signing off :::

yes but no ... er, i dunno !

2007-08-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

我知道的... 不知从几何时, 我的笑是变得自私了, 脸变难看了(从没美过). 原来, 原来... 这才是原因. 我原来以为我的心情一直表达在我脸上, 可是不是. (我是个'表里不一'的人吧). 我真的只是想平平静静的做一个不起眼的人. 其实, 我不希望人注意我又希望他们注意. 我是个很恐怖的人. 一直以为几个好朋友就够了, 可是原来我很在意的... ...
羡慕那些可以跟所有人打成一片的人. 可是可能我是只适合活在别人看不到我的脸的世界-黑暗. 怪不得, 讨厌. 我是不是在这17年里没学会做人的道理.
无知!
从几何时, 我变成这样的不容易接近, 怕... 只是另一种讲法... 我根本CANNT FIT IN. 应该吧, 我可能投错胎吧, 人的世界---我得努力
我喜欢甜蜜蜜的故事, 他们都看不出的, 因为我是恐怖的. 我到底是谁我自己都不了解.
我庆幸我有好朋友, 不管是中学的, 理公的, 还是做工的...dey accept me 4 hu i am .
I sincerely thank all of you out dere !
b'cos u all care, i gt 2 enjoy my life ... :)
i noe dis is stupid bt i nided sumwhere to write , i was quite shocked abt e truth bt i realised it was true e very next moment. i tink too much, friends tell me tt.... bt i feel tt i'm reali nobody, nt talented, nt good-looking, nt understanding & all. i tink b'cos i worry ma ? in short , i tink i sumwan wif a problem.
wad dey tink
wad i tink
does it reali matters...

2007-07-15T20:46:00.000+08:00

2dae ar... hav chilli crab n black pepper roasted chicken 4 dinner, dunno y 2dae my bro so generous oso. bt make me feel tt can earn $$$$ very good lor . i oso find out i dun quite like crab bah(nt so sure) cos like nth special bah .... mayb....
i muz rmb tt b4 i can earn money, i muz noe how 2 save money! n summore, in order nt 2 waste time n money, i muz graduated n work hard 2 finish e whole 3 years!!!!!!
buyin mp3 is my wish nw bt nw everythin e price is gg up ... mayb i will settle 4 e ZEN ROCK PLUS 1GB/2GB costin $69(until 22july)/$99(on 18july only). eh, den abt e mill bit i broke, i will take frm my allowance bah( try 2 eat less!)--- i tink ard $30
den i oso tellin my mother 2 buy 4 me shoes( e wans i like ... it's gona drag 2), as 4 e bed frame n spring matress, soon bah... up 2 them bah.... cos i muz save save save*****
in anyway, doin my project n savin $$$ is equally impt .... i cannt afford 2 slack!!!!!!
and hor, i saw an article on makin a o-bento, so cute lor, nxt time i will buck up on my cookin skills!!! and i tinkin can i take up a physcology course on children wan...i dunno 4 sure, bt i seems interestin :)
SO 4 RITE NW >>>>i will do my needle threader nicely!!!!

2007-07-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

actuali ... i dunno y i feel like writin 2dae ...???? 2dae is a fine day,(haha) ...

u noe wad ... i reali wish tt dere's sumone out dere protectin me secretly (e results of readin 2 much novel...) so i will juz imagine it*mayb mayb... dere is bah!^^*

mock-ups sucky !!! can't even complete my mock-up properly, oh ya: i can plan for wd i can do tmr ...

1. draw materials

2. find materials 4 mechanisms & others

3.complete mock-up( BT i reali wan 2 complete 2dae... highly impossible!!!)

4.confirm all e measurements

& MORE MORE MORE !!!! heheheh

gt one qns... wad if u fall 4 ur cousin hu is on ur mother side ? (paiseh... quite random^^)

oh ya... tt time i took a test or 2 ....

IQ:127... clever / stupid ????

hotness rank: 55% .... 29% hotter den others hu take e test ( am i suppose 2 b happy ???)**** well ... at least i pass( i shld b happy rite??)

2007-06-26T01:22:00.000+08:00

i tink i did sumting bad 2dae(25 june), cos i like add salt on sumbody's wound... very bad hor, bt tokin abt salt on wound... it helps it 2 recover faster rite? bt humans r nt wounds hor. i dunno if i've hurt e person badly---
anywae, 2dae hor wan ting told me tt her bro sae i hav a lot ex lor , den judith confirm gt stead lor, after her bro c our pic. u noe... judith hav stead highly or even 100% possible lar, she's so super cute lor. den hor, i tink i 4gt 2 ask wad her bro said abt sharifah lar... later muz ask her! bt how can he sae i gt a lot of stead , although i noe i very e se lar, bt my 'se'ness is inside wan, nt so obvious wan lor. n hor , c my face, ... n everything else hor, unless i thick skin go "delcare love" hor, no boy will cum 2 me wan lar.
so hor, i tink her bro abit out although on judith can b highly correct... i oso noe tt her bro can b like 'irritatin' her by saein she surely no bf wan lar. bt i still can't accept dis fact! hahahaha...
bt i quite glad sumhw cos i suddenly recall she saein sum sweet things her bro did 4 her ...
my bro oso will do sweet things lar, bt on e surface, nt sweet at all lor... bt ... aiya... i dunno lar.
i didn't noe readin online novel can gt my addicted so much, i juz kept on readin, wantin 2 noe wad will happen nxt, e story can b reali stupid, sad n all bt it alwaes let me c tings tt dun cum clear 2 me in reality...
--- i reali do imagine 2 much bah--- good thing i dun alwaes sae out ( later embarrassed myself ... hehe)

2007-06-21T22:48:00.000+08:00

y do i still wish 4 a shoulder to b beside me at dis time??? dis time when i super duper duper need 2 pay attention 2 my p1 ... i nid 2 make mock-ups n draw nicely done A2 sketches which i barely completed half !!! bt a shoulder wld b good ... if it's my next target's wan lar( haha... shld i laugh?!) i haven even found my nxt target lor... bt i reali wan my heart 2 b like a book sumtimes. cos ar, if my heart is a book, all e right ans can b found easily den i wun wonder which is e real me. den hor ... i wun b so desperate ( is dis e rite word?)
i reali tink tt , i juz tt i reali wan a bai ma wang zi or even hei ma wang zi oso can ... as long as e feelin is true ...???
wld i reali dun mind if he's nt especially handsum or good-looking??? hu noes.... a person hu truely accepts my everyting ( does dis kind of person exists ? or dey only exist in virtual )
i wan 2 do my p1 nicely bt my mind doesn't wan me 2 ???
given a choice:
A) a guy hu is especially handsum, bt doesn't treats u like a girl, yet u r 'heels over head' wif him
B) a guy hu is normal lookin, treats u especially well n pamper u like princess, loves u, bt u dun hav e feelin towards him
drama n books alwaes hav dis kind of situations, dun dey, haha...
wad happens is e girl tries 2 accept tt B guy bt in e end found out tt she still cannt 4gt tt A guy, den e A guy falls 4 her .
obviously i dun understand a tiny winy bit of wad is love, 'lovin one person means lettin e person happy even if he's happy when u r nt e one hu let him happy?' it doesn't make senses, even if it does, y so? i hav nt met such a noble person b4, so nt only do i wish tt i will mit my wang zi, i oso wish i can c a 'triangle love' story in real life in which e guy gives up 4 e happiness of e girl... ya, i wan 2 mit tt guy, n ask him how does it feels, is he reali happy, will he 4gt her ? (indeed, i will ask him lots of qns tt might remind him of her bt it's funny isn't it...)
if e noble wan is e girl as in 2 girls 1 guy, i reali may nt b able 2 ask cos i fear, fear tt dis feelin will b'cum familiar 2 me sooner or later
SO ! i will wish to mit e guy hu cares 4 me no matter when ?( my wang zi ? ) n e very noble guy, of cus if e triangle relationship consists of my friends... i will find it hard 2 ask even though i wld like 2 c e love story.
oh ya! actuali dis is all my rubbish tinkin lor, anywae, nobody i noes reads my blog except 4 wan ting (well... actuali i didn't wan 2 tell her wan lar... cos i noe i write plenty of junk...) bt i reali do wish to c a real life drama... (bt if it will hurt anywan , i rather nt noe)
dis is me hu write dis, me hu contradicts wif me. all is a dream, gray alwaes exists, love is nt 4ever sweet nor bitter, friends r good support, family r alwaes dere
one last ting, i alwaes wonder, u c huh, family, friends, lover --- dey alwaes seem 2 hav a rankin 4 dis 3 categories lor bt hor... wad if ur friend is part of ur family n if u gt married 2 ur lover, den he/she will b'cum ur family wad. so e whole point of rankin all cumes 2 family n mayb friends bah. n even so, friends can oso b as close as family. ( i oso dunnoe y i sae dis.. .hehee)
--- i watch drama, i will cry if it is sad 4 it cumes 2 family matters----
wad abt love drama? i will ask myself... i will feel sad bt no cry . i found myself an ans- i hav nt faced it b4 ( bt how true is it... i dunnoe)
so i tink i will end here, hu ever reads dis , dun beat me up 4 dis junk writin, cos i tink e previous posts r quite junk 2, hhehe --- make no sense !!!

2007-06-08T23:58:00.000+08:00

2dae ... ya 2dae (08 jun...)

Woohooooooooooo... went out wif laila, baoling n jasmine....

we went to watch shrek 3( hope if wan ting sees dis, she wun kill me... pls... hahha)

it was funni n we all enjoy!

laila den realised tt her shoe spoil den we went 2 buy shoes.,... after tt jasmine wanted 2 take neoprints bt den too late le , e shop close le

den she suggested playin in acarde, a game( tt game tt made me laugh until stomachache wan)

*2dae oso lor* everytime oso play until sweat lor... it was super fun n is alwaes fun when friends play 2gether ( especially crazy friends ... yup.. C-R-A-Z-Y, haha)

oh ya ... another thing... at dere, i saw a guy wearin green shirt ....( sum wan out dere muz b tinkin, muz b dis guy very handsome or super ugly rite ... ) ---- cos in most cases, i am 色, i dun deny :) it's my life, haha

---- ooooooo, juz nw was tokin abt tt guy, while... he's nt super handsome or ugly bt he holdin a fencin blade which i strongly believe it's a foil ... *memories*

fencin alwaes brin me bac memories, bad n good wan

+++++like trainings n oso sufferin 2gether++++ at tt time, we were all tired n sumtimes sad cos alwaes lost competition bt tinkin of it nw, i MISS it , haha

den after tt, we saw evelyn outside tampines mrt, wow... ( it's like long time no c le) SMILEZ:)

ohhh ,,, we 3, jasmine went 2 take mrt... saw 1 senior on e bus n dunno when heard tt he's attached.

Of cus i'm damn happy cos he's attached 2 one of my friend N i hope dey hav sweet memories 2gether

( bt i quite emo lor, cos i'm reminded of fencin 2dae) so i wish all fencers hav their day 1 day !

sounds wrong???? wadever lar...

*****wishes upon a feather of a white crow ******

Y ar? cos i recently read a manga scan online called LOVE MONSTER, i find it nice n it's sae tt crow hav high status in e monster world, n higher status if the feathers R white(rare wad). dey rumored tt if hav a white feather of it n wish upon it, it will cum true( ya .. understand le hor .. explanation very confusin hor)

^^^^^^^^^hopes it cums true ... dunno if it works

main character of LOVE MONSTER: guy is powerful black crow, girl is e RARE white crow

( e girl looks so small compared 2 e guy in e manga)

wish wish wish wish wish

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!!!!!!! nearly 4gt, gt another anime + manga, i starting to read or watch.... PITA TEN ! looks nice, oso, devil lives wif angel nxt 2 a cute guy (tt lost his mother when she saves him durin a car accident)--- in fact e angel is more of a devil than e devil n e devil is a very kind devil.... dotz, hehe

angel at e front, devil n tt cute guy at e back

2007-06-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

1/6 bah ... 4gt 2 publish
yesterday put lyrics .... 2dae put mv bah .... hahhhhahahah, bt den found out dis song like no mv (sian)

so happy tt yesterday have an 'promise wif ah lun... so excited.....

cos mayb i recievin prezzie frm him frm taiwan... n mayb i can send him his birthday prezzie frm singapore to taiwan

super duper excited lor .... bt duno if i will reali buy 4 me anot lor, haix... nvm , i tink i will buy 4 him since it's an 'opportunity' ... cos like i nv have relatives in other countries n i send birthdae prezzie lor.... except tt time send (i tink christmas card wif baoling & shermaine 2 laila in finland). nt so excited as dis, bt i tinkin if i reali send, will he b able 2 recieve it??? *insecure*

wadever lar... still gt long way lor :)

2007-06-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

Super duper long nv write le ...

recently gt one new song ...
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歌手：林宇中专辑：淋雨中
空秋千

来回终究要停在原点

望太远

眼前幸福却忽略

晃半圈

圆不了爱恋

高一遍低一遍

风就吹散了永远

还想为你摇秋千

对着夕阳扮鬼脸

若月光再美一点

我们会否把手牵

还想被你碎碎念

当数流星的配乐

你却说你等不到天亮

空秋千陪整夜

秋千和我失眠

在你影子身边

这公园太想念你无邪的笑脸

*found at baidu .com*

ohhhh ya ... 林宇中 oso gt act in 原点.... dis is one of e songs in e show !!!! hahaha

very e sweet song .... actuali all songs have meanings behind their lyrics ...

so many many songs are ver ye nice n meaninful ... except sum bah

anywae ... all those workin hard... JIAYOU ..... miracles do happen

NOT VERY OFTEN though (haix)
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2007-05-11T15:19:00.000+08:00

jasbhlllllwsdjkvasfhkksdk
slacker slacker slacker !@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
muz do alias, muz do PID 1 .... siao liao lar
read online novel read until addicted liao ....
OMG ... super unreal lor.... bt damn sweet lor ... the story behind every person is so ''''''''''''' (undescribable)
i oso noe dis kind of thing will NV happen in real life bt den i still hav sum dreams ...
cos i veri de se wad
so i tink .... in my dictionary , dere's no L*** bt plenty of feelings , hehee

ahahhaa ... b'cos of the tai di nan hai novel .... i tink i love teddy bears even more le !!!!!!! it will always remind me of e novel scenes ...

den hor ... cos tt time do PID1 ar ... den hav 2 do user profile rite ... den i found cute korean kids pics .... wan 2 c .... c lar c lar (pls^^)

AIM HIGH !!! GAMBATTE !!!

2007-05-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

To plan for PID Project 1 & CAID 1

--- to think for products & get the hang of alias ---

To excerise regularly

--- rollerblade ---

--- swimming ---

--- cycling ---

--- badminton ---

--- running --- (the least thing i want to do ... haiz)

i been watchin dis anime .... makes me feel worse!!!! i like dis anime bt it makes me more interested into sports again bt at my rate n situation nw ----- i'm too lazy lor!

stupid me lor... i alwaes like tt den i like alwaes nt workin hard 4 my work

boai;jhfsklf;lazhdl;AJEd;p'ijcoviuwevOIJ OPHDJApofjsalzjcnsm;lki[P

2007-04-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

DOC 过了(很久)... 还nt bad lar!!

well.... i oso started 2 realise tt all e celebrities/artistes/actors&actresses R mostly all very good lookin in sum way lor (LOL) dunno y i reali dun understand myself .... ******

how i wish sumtime i hav a magic wand tt can *ting* den my room will b tidy n organised , den i will understand everyting, den the world will b full of beaytiful tings i like 2 c ... bt if like tt , mayb i will oso b sad n depressed cos wad i can do easily '''' others nid more effort ---- i will nt enjoy e process.

hmmm... tt's y i wan 2 start a small business BUT DEN i wan 2 sell accessories bt a lot of places aredy sellin le. i muz sell sumting special--- nobody has sell b4 wan , bt i can't tink of anyting n sumore i muz tink where do i sell e tings *** online/stalls/shops N each decision made will affect . so i muz tink n i tot of askin my cousins 4 suggestions bt first ! i muz cope wif my work first.............

n hor, when i c other ppl's website done up nicely, i will hav e urge 2 do one 222 ,,,,, bt i dun hav e standard (hehe)

actuali i quite "good-life" le, i gt my own room(only tt i hav 2 tidy>///<), food n money is provided, can use computer -- go online, write blog! , oso can watch tv N nt 4gting tt i hav my friends n family ! bt i will alwaes b envious of e others... mayb it's juz in my heart. HAHA... so if u oso envious of others , tell urself tt u oso very good life wan lar( nt havin e tings others hav doesn't mean tt u r havin terrible life... tt's wad i hav been tryin 2 tell myself ... bt it's kinda of hard, hehe)

JIAYOU ON E CUMIN SEMSTER ***** 2 mE !!!!

2007-04-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

OKIE DOKIE !
i totally can sae give up le ! i can do it wan! actuali juz tink tt it's truth n anywae to me is veri true ! so goodbye 2 my admirin day---- until i find my nxt target ( haha, still very se!)
tmr DOC le..... n tue i can c those hu cum 4 briefin.... n e fake freshees !!!!
quite excited bt worried abt bein 2 bored n nt noein wad 2 do ...haix( bt i will jiayou de!)
^.^
DOC ++++++ here i cum !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
b back @ 20 april ... sat e 21st celebratin xinyi's b'dae !

2007-04-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

2dae result day...
den i go check, damn suai lar , fail in rendering, den have 2 retake, den summore GPA super duper low n bad , summore y i so poor in my studies ... sianz, heard tt muz hav average GPA 3 at e end of all 3 years den can go uni lor, i dun even noe i can go tru e 3 years anot lor, if can, it's best tt i can gt into uni, if so , tt means i muz do extra super duper ( times infinty) better den nw ,espicalli core subjects, dey r much harder 2 score well bt oso cannt 4gt abt e electives lar, cos if can , electives muz aim 4 distinctions,
as a saying goes " u aim 4 e star , u will land on e clouds !"
bt i reali dunno how long can i b motivated, n how can i keep myself motivated these times all e time ????
i muz tink abt my future 4 sure , den work hard work hard n more hard work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cos if i dun score well, nt only will i wasted time bt my parents' money, so it's a muz 4 me 4 sure !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i reali nid 2 noe how 2 b motivated all e time , anybody noes ??????
if nt i will lose everyting, sum ppl is lazy bt when work hard, sure gd work can b achieved
bt i'm e kind tt muz work very very very hard den a standard of work can b achieved , so i cannt afford 2 b lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

well.... i can confirm i'm nt n tink nv good wif _ _ _ _ bah .....
juz finish assignment 1, cumin up r all e tutorials(5)..... hav 2 complete e first 2 bah , dun feel like sia, bt muz send back le, SOON ! i tink nobody can tell me tt wad will happen e nxt moment bah.
mayb i wun turn les bt oso wun like boys anymore bah( mayb quite hard 4 me bah) ...
******* bt i reali can c hu is hu, bt i nv noe my own feelings///// tt's y i only stay HERE *****

2007-04-01T15:15:00.000+08:00

juz feel like saein... mayb i'm juz plain 色...... or i juz like 2 look ard 2 much , even if i'm wif my friends , although i still noe wad dey r doin . so wad lor, i look so old de lor... sum one year older den me wan look younger den me ... I HAV 2 SAVE MY SKIN !!!!!!! TERRIBLE ! HORRIBLE ! ICCORIGABLE ! oh ya! i oso hav 2 减肥了, super scary lor to hav big tummy n legs n thighs ....... cos i started c-ing e signs le ....... wan 2 go swimming bt like haven ask ppl so ^^^^^^^

y we same age yet he gt so many ppl hu 'LOVES' him like siao huh ??????? (cos he sum sort 帅咯) ..... ****** haiz******

2007-03-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

anybody anybody -- juz anybody ........ hu does realli noe wad's everyting in dis world, is dere answer 4 everyting ?y is dere always a grey part ? y is dere hatred n love ? y does sumbody always pick on u? y dere is a nid 2 b independent? W-H-Y (Y????????????????????)
satsuki frm ashiteru ze baby ... nt e main character bt i find him n his girlfriend(ayumi) e relationship very sweet ---- actuali super sweet although dey dun express out directly n openly . DIS IS MY DREAM BLAHZ ..... )))

ah ya , 2dae chat wif my cousin , taiwan reali can c idols on streets juz like tt , he sae he seen quite a few like xiao zhu (show) , jolin , BBT , rainie yang ( so cool lor, although i noe dey all normal human beings --- can't help gttin excited)