DOC 过了(很久)... 还nt bad lar!!

well.... i oso started 2 realise tt all e celebrities/artistes/actors&actresses R mostly all very good lookin in sum way lor (LOL) dunno y i reali dun understand myself .... ******

how i wish sumtime i hav a magic wand tt can *ting* den my room will b tidy n organised , den i will understand everyting, den the world will b full of beaytiful tings i like 2 c ... bt if like tt , mayb i will oso b sad n depressed cos wad i can do easily '''' others nid more effort ---- i will nt enjoy e process.

hmmm... tt's y i wan 2 start a small business BUT DEN i wan 2 sell accessories bt a lot of places aredy sellin le. i muz sell sumting special--- nobody has sell b4 wan , bt i can't tink of anyting n sumore i muz tink where do i sell e tings *** online/stalls/shops N each decision made will affect . so i muz tink n i tot of askin my cousins 4 suggestions bt first ! i muz cope wif my work first.............

n hor, when i c other ppl's website done up nicely, i will hav e urge 2 do one 222 ,,,,, bt i dun hav e standard (hehe)

actuali i quite "good-life" le, i gt my own room(only tt i hav 2 tidy>///<), food n money is provided, can use computer -- go online, write blog! , oso can watch tv N nt 4gting tt i hav my friends n family ! bt i will alwaes b envious of e others... mayb it's juz in my heart. HAHA... so if u oso envious of others , tell urself tt u oso very good life wan lar( nt havin e tings others hav doesn't mean tt u r havin terrible life... tt's wad i hav been tryin 2 tell myself ... bt it's kinda of hard, hehe)

JIAYOU ON E CUMIN SEMSTER ***** 2 mE !!!!

OKIE DOKIE !
i totally can sae give up le ! i can do it wan! actuali juz tink tt it's truth n anywae to me is veri true ! so goodbye 2 my admirin day---- until i find my nxt target ( haha, still very se!)
tmr DOC le..... n tue i can c those hu cum 4 briefin.... n e fake freshees !!!!
quite excited bt worried abt bein 2 bored n nt noein wad 2 do ...haix( bt i will jiayou de!)
^.^
DOC ++++++ here i cum !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
b back @ 20 april ... sat e 21st celebratin xinyi's b'dae !

2dae result day...
den i go check, damn suai lar , fail in rendering, den have 2 retake, den summore GPA super duper low n bad , summore y i so poor in my studies ... sianz, heard tt muz hav average GPA 3 at e end of all 3 years den can go uni lor, i dun even noe i can go tru e 3 years anot lor, if can, it's best tt i can gt into uni, if so , tt means i muz do extra super duper ( times infinty) better den nw ,espicalli core subjects, dey r much harder 2 score well bt oso cannt 4gt abt e electives lar, cos if can , electives muz aim 4 distinctions,
as a saying goes " u aim 4 e star , u will land on e clouds !"
bt i reali dunno how long can i b motivated, n how can i keep myself motivated these times all e time ????
i muz tink abt my future 4 sure , den work hard work hard n more hard work!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cos if i dun score well, nt only will i wasted time bt my parents' money, so it's a muz 4 me 4 sure !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i reali nid 2 noe how 2 b motivated all e time , anybody noes ??????
if nt i will lose everyting, sum ppl is lazy bt when work hard, sure gd work can b achieved
bt i'm e kind tt muz work very very very hard den a standard of work can b achieved , so i cannt afford 2 b lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well.... i can confirm i'm nt n tink nv good wif _ _ _ _ bah .....
juz finish assignment 1, cumin up r all e tutorials(5)..... hav 2 complete e first 2 bah , dun feel like sia, bt muz send back le, SOON ! i tink nobody can tell me tt wad will happen e nxt moment bah.
mayb i wun turn les bt oso wun like boys anymore bah( mayb quite hard 4 me bah) ...
******* bt i reali can c hu is hu, bt i nv noe my own feelings///// tt's y i only stay HERE *****

juz feel like saein... mayb i'm juz plain 色...... or i juz like 2 look ard 2 much , even if i'm wif my friends , although i still noe wad dey r doin . so wad lor, i look so old de lor... sum one year older den me wan look younger den me ... I HAV 2 SAVE MY SKIN !!!!!!! TERRIBLE ! HORRIBLE ! ICCORIGABLE ! oh ya! i oso hav 2 减肥了, super scary lor to hav big tummy n legs n thighs ....... cos i started c-ing e signs le ....... wan 2 go swimming bt like haven ask ppl so ^^^^^^^

y we same age yet he gt so many ppl hu 'LOVES' him like siao huh ??????? (cos he sum sort 帅咯) ..... ****** haiz******