我的未来不是梦...
...is so trueeeeeeee....

cos if it is a dream, i will be so relax, can imagine this, imagine that blah blah blah...
i really see no future in what I shld take for degree & what kind of job I will have later on in life...

what's my target, really?

I can safely say I still don't know...
...when I was young, I wanted to be a teacher, juz like my teacher then....
...but now, it's a NO NO... I tink

for now, I can say I like designing, entrepreneurship etc...
...but like is really one thing, being able to excel in it takes a lot of effort & support from family & friends...

AND also my passion in it & trust in myself...
... till now, I can say I have no self confidence in excelling in design nor any other thing...
...so, what good am I?

it is often said that everyone have their talents in them, and will excel in their own way...
but, what is mine?

like 行行出状元 too ...

what am I especially good at?

oh, I almost forget, I am also interested in learning chinese character studies... like how each chinese character come about, from pictorials-like to word-like...

so now, I have 3 routes... that I tink I will like to try:
- design
- business
- chinese studies related

and for each of the above category, they can be further elaborated, like what kind of business, what kind of design etc ......

all in all, I really don't have the confidence in doing well in either of them...

what's my problem?

what's my talent?

WHAT WHAT WHAT

DUNO DUNO DUNO

(fighting=jiayou)

making BIG BANG my motivator? maybe?

...but...

that is also because being celebrities requires much more courage than anybody else...
...they also have 2 be prepared to not have a private & quiet life...
...and the things that motivate them is their urge to become a singer, artiste etc...

AND they must not be shy 80% bah...
...otherwise, how to survive being on shows & being known by people walking on the streets...
(that was also one of the reasons why BIG BANG only got 5 members... it is said that the one dropped out is too shy etc...)

SEE...
... ... ... ... ...

...in life, there are many roads to take...
for one, the most important is to take the right one, the CORRECT road...

but for another, who will know if they took the right or wrong road?

so so so

it depends on how one look at things !!!

for example, why are there fans & celebrities?
imagine there is only one of those in the whole world?!

it is because the fans & celebrities people think differently, one want to be in the limelight & attention of everyone, while the other wants to help make the one in the limelight shine better...

or maybe because in life, not everyone can do what they want, so they just silently retreat to the not so bright side??? (not solely because of the help i mentioned above...)

all in all, i think that all will land in some place where each person can give all they can...
...to do their best on some thing

aish...
blur liao...
confused liao...
headache liao...

whatever lar...

JUST...

FIGHTING !!!

*everyone?

:P

:D

:)