Aish!
found a job, gt 2 do with fengshui wan, retail wan lor...
...not sure whether i can cope with it at all...
actuali quite stress lar, have to learn & memorize a lot of things... ermmm,
and hav to serve customers is one thing, bringing the subject over to promoting the products to customers is other thing...
reali, hope i can do better tmr, working afternn shift... 3rd day at wrk...

reali muz jiayou lor...
...so b'cos i now tink rite, celebrities definitely have it harder than me rite?
...maybe it's juz me personality bah...
but hopely i can overcome the retail job lor...
i will learn alot new things bah...

oh ya, nid 2 make up too...
at least foundation & lipstick ...
haix, muz learn oso lar... sooner or later muz learn oso...
so... i muz overcome this obstacle oso...

BIG BANG, DBSK, FT. Island & Suju( Super Junior) also overcome alot to achieve wad they have now, don't they?

i noe BIG BANG had a documentary to show how they can formed, from 6 members to 5 members...
...so their urge of wanting to let others hear them form them...
now, mine will be to break through retail first, n learn...
accumulate experiences...
so i can move on further & brighter...
...thus, i hope i can do well & always rmb tt point...
(though i may 4gt ...)

i've gt learn, don't i... if i juz quit w/o trying...isn't it too bad, as in i shld give myself a chance to enter a new area rite?

well... i have uncertainties here and there, but hey, i've been through 19 plus years of it...
(...guess i hav 2 minus off the time i don't noe anyting :P )

so...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!
&
i will continue FIGHTING too! :)

Osh!

~reali hope i can get a job, have a stable income & den i can further studies....
i'm scared...
i think companies oso scared i cannot work long enuf & if i was to pursue part time degree course... does the time fit?
-the various reasons companies reject me???

HOPE is there,





isn't it?

people will tink tt i very slack n lazy bah, haven find job nor have i registered earlier for unis...
i ADMIT...


still ~
...HOPE is there rite? -_-

people always sae if u are willing to work, u will nv starve?
but is it my personality or character making me starve...
...being indecisive is bad...
from kindergarten to primary to secondary to polytechnic...
-the process seem so smooth, but wad abt after poly...
- i always wonder nowadays, wad my future is
WHERE my future is?
...i cannot juz stay at hme do nth bt use the computer, can i?

my parents can't support me 4ever, will i hear good news soon....
...i sincerely hope so

a stable income is impt!!!

whispers: fighting...

new post...
...today gt a call, might be able to get a job...
so hope tt will get *.*

anw, these few days, i've been waiting for family outing with subs ep 42 & 43 to come out...
LOL
family outing is my top korean variety show... though there are others Korean variety shows tt are nice oso,
it's fun & into 'commonlife' ...
secondly, there a great portal to see it, since i can't catch Korean shows much here...
thirdly, the great portal: ramensoupsubs,
is so sweet to sub them in english, so in the meantime, i will patiently wait? (will still check them out often...)



family outing is:

a Korean variety show consisting of Yoo Jae Suk, Lee Hyori, Yoon Jong Shin, Kim Soo Ro, Park Ye Jin, Dae Sung(Big Bang), Kim Jong Kook and one guest. (I'm not sure if they still have two special guests now because Lee Chun Hee is a permanent member.) They're expected to go and live in the countryside for 2 days and 1 night while the residents of they house they are staying at will leave. During that time, the 'family' will be expected to take care of the house and finish the list of chores. They also tend to play hilarious and fun games while doing so.

taken from: http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-266708/family-outing/

anyhow, browsing through webs, i found another interesting & cute thing at:

http://www.gizmodiva.com/mobile_phones/toshiba_815t_hello_kitty_and_snoopy_edition.php

as u can see in the link,
the mobile phones are in hello kitty & snoopy edition...
(sadly, available in Japan...)






*other Korean variety shows that i find nice are:
-come to play
-intimate note
-km idol world
-manwon happiness

there are many others tt are nice, but to list out, i will list out the above though...

for now,
FIGHTING!

BIG BANG jiayou 2!
^.^

well... this new post is to show some videos...
BIG BANG ?
-dun worry lar...
haha...
though i can too...

it is one Korean short film that i've told some before, it includes some thriller...
told you all that i saw from my brother's com. before (quite long ago...)
but i happen to chanced upon it while looking at some Korean songs video
the song that led me to the short film is :

SG Wannabe - Lalala

(oh ya.. b'cos this song appears in part of this short film...)


*WARNING(hope it's nt too late... cos i've juz realize...): to me is some thriller lar...
but to those first time watching, u might get shock lar... e song above is cheerful n nice, bt the story is not all tt happy...
muz prepare yourself lar - wan ting might nt b scared lar... hehe :P
-juan juan... seen ur msg at tagbox, hope it's nt too late to tell you ... paiseh (bt maybe u nv watch e film bah, haha... if nt u sae at the tagbox bah... i tink ....)

all in all, it's nt my first time watching the below film, bt it's also quite exciting as there is some time from the first time i've watched it...
~so enjoy~

and the 2 parts of short film following:

[part1] M to M (엠투엠) - 새까맣게 MV

PART ONE

SG Wannabe - Lalala MV

PART TWO


all in all... please take a look...
though looking at the titles make me wonder if they are mvs or not... hmmm...
not sure lar, if anybody noes... please tell me !!!
HAHAHAHAHA...

okayz...

FIGHTING!!!

my life ar... juz finish dis link viewing... LOL

http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-358104/who-are-you-currently-over-obsessing-about-/?pg=0

i tink wan ting will qi si ... HAHA

anw, ya, i've listen 2 some abt their lives... n replied with my views, dunno y tt even if is the topic on LOVE, liking all this... i still can reply pple on their problems

-it's like me myself dun understand all the love liking stuffs, how can i relate them to the others...
make no senses rite?
( wonder if pple tink i am crappin only, mayb i realli am...)

bt weird also, now i dun admire or 'like' anyone, (cos i dunno wad is like or love in bgr type?)
tinking hor, if guys tok 2 me oso very difficult to move on to tt, b'cos maybe i still nt mature enuf 2 treat them as friends? or i shld sae i can't handle normal guys?

of cus nt saying those tt tok 2 me b4 or tok 2 me well de guys are abnormal... i tink those are juz very outgoing... tt's y, maybe i dun nid 2 put in the extra effort to handle?

oh ya... i finally send 3 resumes to companies, nt sure will get pick anot so now is hoping for all the best !!!! (juz send yesterday i tink... :P )

...

TINK I AM GOING 2 END LIKE THIS ...

no way lor... hehehe

i will end it like:

BIG BANG FIGHTING!
ME (Pei Yu) FIGHTING!

YAY YAY YAY :P

:D

:)

oh no oh no...
big attack...
2 other korean guy bands came up from my randomness in youtube & mainly b'cos of family outing...
will dey defeat my current interest on BIG BANG ?

there are DBSK & FT Island:
well, as i've said, family outing, the korean variety show featured members from dis 2 groups...
-->the U-Know, Yunho [yr 1986] & Xiah, Junsu [yr 1987] (DBSK) - on the show, they gt nice hair styles & R cool lor
-->Hong Ki [yr 1990](FT Island) - a cute guy, and after searching for their songs, realise tt hongki is the main vocalist... like his voice

~~~~~confusion~~~~~~~~~~

ok ok ... U-Know, Yunho & Xiah, Junsu is b'cos of looks ...
AND Hong Ki is b'cos of looks (also.. hehe) & of cus his voice :D

and overall...
BIG BANG is the GROUP!
so...
ya...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!!!!

[though i can't b considered a fan ... as i've explained earlier...]
anyhow...
BIG BANG !!!