Aish!
found a job, gt 2 do with fengshui wan, retail wan lor...
...not sure whether i can cope with it at all...
actuali quite stress lar, have to learn & memorize a lot of things... ermmm,
and hav to serve customers is one thing, bringing the subject over to promoting the products to customers is other thing...
reali, hope i can do better tmr, working afternn shift... 3rd day at wrk...

reali muz jiayou lor...
...so b'cos i now tink rite, celebrities definitely have it harder than me rite?
...maybe it's juz me personality bah...
but hopely i can overcome the retail job lor...
i will learn alot new things bah...

oh ya, nid 2 make up too...
at least foundation & lipstick ...
haix, muz learn oso lar... sooner or later muz learn oso...
so... i muz overcome this obstacle oso...

BIG BANG, DBSK, FT. Island & Suju( Super Junior) also overcome alot to achieve wad they have now, don't they?

i noe BIG BANG had a documentary to show how they can formed, from 6 members to 5 members...
...so their urge of wanting to let others hear them form them...
now, mine will be to break through retail first, n learn...
accumulate experiences...
so i can move on further & brighter...
...thus, i hope i can do well & always rmb tt point...
(though i may 4gt ...)

i've gt learn, don't i... if i juz quit w/o trying...isn't it too bad, as in i shld give myself a chance to enter a new area rite?

well... i have uncertainties here and there, but hey, i've been through 19 plus years of it...
(...guess i hav 2 minus off the time i don't noe anyting :P )

so...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!
&
i will continue FIGHTING too! :)

Osh!