a new post again....

now, still...
i am into KOREAN entertainment, songs etc...
but however not so focus on BIG BANG though, cos they have not much news either...
...now still catching on WE GOT MARRIED & FAMILY OUTING...
...both are very nice variety shows...
then every now and then, i get to know some korean songs too...

so before i did say that i can never be a fan rite?
now i dunno if BIG BANG will still interest me? (HAHA, jk jk)
Hope they have some news that i will come across so i know more even if i dun search on them on purpose...

oh...but FAMILY OUTING got Daesung so ermmm... then i will hope for other BIG BANG members to join Daesung on the upcoming episodes :D

anw, came across the MV of SS501, Ur Man... (it was at the end of one of the WGM episodes :P )

i like the rhythm & the dance part where they are 'tapping' their shoulders...



and the grp is not the full one, it's triple S cos at tt time, the other 2 members, jungmin & hyun joong are busy...

我的未来不是梦...
...is so trueeeeeeee....

cos if it is a dream, i will be so relax, can imagine this, imagine that blah blah blah...
i really see no future in what I shld take for degree & what kind of job I will have later on in life...

what's my target, really?

I can safely say I still don't know...
...when I was young, I wanted to be a teacher, juz like my teacher then....
...but now, it's a NO NO... I tink

for now, I can say I like designing, entrepreneurship etc...
...but like is really one thing, being able to excel in it takes a lot of effort & support from family & friends...

AND also my passion in it & trust in myself...
... till now, I can say I have no self confidence in excelling in design nor any other thing...
...so, what good am I?

it is often said that everyone have their talents in them, and will excel in their own way...
but, what is mine?

like 行行出状元 too ...

what am I especially good at?

oh, I almost forget, I am also interested in learning chinese character studies... like how each chinese character come about, from pictorials-like to word-like...

so now, I have 3 routes... that I tink I will like to try:
- design
- business
- chinese studies related

and for each of the above category, they can be further elaborated, like what kind of business, what kind of design etc ......

all in all, I really don't have the confidence in doing well in either of them...

what's my problem?

what's my talent?

WHAT WHAT WHAT

DUNO DUNO DUNO

(fighting=jiayou)

making BIG BANG my motivator? maybe?

...but...

that is also because being celebrities requires much more courage than anybody else...
...they also have 2 be prepared to not have a private & quiet life...
...and the things that motivate them is their urge to become a singer, artiste etc...

AND they must not be shy 80% bah...
...otherwise, how to survive being on shows & being known by people walking on the streets...
(that was also one of the reasons why BIG BANG only got 5 members... it is said that the one dropped out is too shy etc...)

SEE...
... ... ... ... ...

...in life, there are many roads to take...
for one, the most important is to take the right one, the CORRECT road...

but for another, who will know if they took the right or wrong road?

so so so

it depends on how one look at things !!!

for example, why are there fans & celebrities?
imagine there is only one of those in the whole world?!

it is because the fans & celebrities people think differently, one want to be in the limelight & attention of everyone, while the other wants to help make the one in the limelight shine better...

or maybe because in life, not everyone can do what they want, so they just silently retreat to the not so bright side??? (not solely because of the help i mentioned above...)

all in all, i think that all will land in some place where each person can give all they can...
...to do their best on some thing

aish...
blur liao...
confused liao...
headache liao...

whatever lar...

JUST...

FIGHTING !!!

*everyone?

:P

:D

:)

Aish!
found a job, gt 2 do with fengshui wan, retail wan lor...
...not sure whether i can cope with it at all...
actuali quite stress lar, have to learn & memorize a lot of things... ermmm,
and hav to serve customers is one thing, bringing the subject over to promoting the products to customers is other thing...
reali, hope i can do better tmr, working afternn shift... 3rd day at wrk...

reali muz jiayou lor...
...so b'cos i now tink rite, celebrities definitely have it harder than me rite?
...maybe it's juz me personality bah...
but hopely i can overcome the retail job lor...
i will learn alot new things bah...

oh ya, nid 2 make up too...
at least foundation & lipstick ...
haix, muz learn oso lar... sooner or later muz learn oso...
so... i muz overcome this obstacle oso...

BIG BANG, DBSK, FT. Island & Suju( Super Junior) also overcome alot to achieve wad they have now, don't they?

i noe BIG BANG had a documentary to show how they can formed, from 6 members to 5 members...
...so their urge of wanting to let others hear them form them...
now, mine will be to break through retail first, n learn...
accumulate experiences...
so i can move on further & brighter...
...thus, i hope i can do well & always rmb tt point...
(though i may 4gt ...)

i've gt learn, don't i... if i juz quit w/o trying...isn't it too bad, as in i shld give myself a chance to enter a new area rite?

well... i have uncertainties here and there, but hey, i've been through 19 plus years of it...
(...guess i hav 2 minus off the time i don't noe anyting :P )

so...
BIG BANG FIGHTING!
&
i will continue FIGHTING too! :)

Osh!

~reali hope i can get a job, have a stable income & den i can further studies....
i'm scared...
i think companies oso scared i cannot work long enuf & if i was to pursue part time degree course... does the time fit?
-the various reasons companies reject me???

HOPE is there,





isn't it?

people will tink tt i very slack n lazy bah, haven find job nor have i registered earlier for unis...
i ADMIT...


still ~
...HOPE is there rite? -_-

people always sae if u are willing to work, u will nv starve?
but is it my personality or character making me starve...
...being indecisive is bad...
from kindergarten to primary to secondary to polytechnic...
-the process seem so smooth, but wad abt after poly...
- i always wonder nowadays, wad my future is
WHERE my future is?
...i cannot juz stay at hme do nth bt use the computer, can i?

my parents can't support me 4ever, will i hear good news soon....
...i sincerely hope so

a stable income is impt!!!

whispers: fighting...

new post...
...today gt a call, might be able to get a job...
so hope tt will get *.*

anw, these few days, i've been waiting for family outing with subs ep 42 & 43 to come out...
LOL
family outing is my top korean variety show... though there are others Korean variety shows tt are nice oso,
it's fun & into 'commonlife' ...
secondly, there a great portal to see it, since i can't catch Korean shows much here...
thirdly, the great portal: ramensoupsubs,
is so sweet to sub them in english, so in the meantime, i will patiently wait? (will still check them out often...)



family outing is:

a Korean variety show consisting of Yoo Jae Suk, Lee Hyori, Yoon Jong Shin, Kim Soo Ro, Park Ye Jin, Dae Sung(Big Bang), Kim Jong Kook and one guest. (I'm not sure if they still have two special guests now because Lee Chun Hee is a permanent member.) They're expected to go and live in the countryside for 2 days and 1 night while the residents of they house they are staying at will leave. During that time, the 'family' will be expected to take care of the house and finish the list of chores. They also tend to play hilarious and fun games while doing so.

taken from: http://www.crunchyroll.com/forumtopic-266708/family-outing/

anyhow, browsing through webs, i found another interesting & cute thing at:

http://www.gizmodiva.com/mobile_phones/toshiba_815t_hello_kitty_and_snoopy_edition.php

as u can see in the link,
the mobile phones are in hello kitty & snoopy edition...
(sadly, available in Japan...)






*other Korean variety shows that i find nice are:
-come to play
-intimate note
-km idol world
-manwon happiness

there are many others tt are nice, but to list out, i will list out the above though...

for now,
FIGHTING!

BIG BANG jiayou 2!
^.^

well... this new post is to show some videos...
BIG BANG ?
-dun worry lar...
haha...
though i can too...

it is one Korean short film that i've told some before, it includes some thriller...
told you all that i saw from my brother's com. before (quite long ago...)
but i happen to chanced upon it while looking at some Korean songs video
the song that led me to the short film is :

SG Wannabe - Lalala

(oh ya.. b'cos this song appears in part of this short film...)


*WARNING(hope it's nt too late... cos i've juz realize...): to me is some thriller lar...
but to those first time watching, u might get shock lar... e song above is cheerful n nice, bt the story is not all tt happy...
muz prepare yourself lar - wan ting might nt b scared lar... hehe :P
-juan juan... seen ur msg at tagbox, hope it's nt too late to tell you ... paiseh (bt maybe u nv watch e film bah, haha... if nt u sae at the tagbox bah... i tink ....)

all in all, it's nt my first time watching the below film, bt it's also quite exciting as there is some time from the first time i've watched it...
~so enjoy~

and the 2 parts of short film following:

[part1] M to M (엠투엠) - 새까맣게 MV

PART ONE

SG Wannabe - Lalala MV

PART TWO


all in all... please take a look...
though looking at the titles make me wonder if they are mvs or not... hmmm...
not sure lar, if anybody noes... please tell me !!!
HAHAHAHAHA...

okayz...

FIGHTING!!!